A/N I'm so angry, I wrote this chapter and it got deleted, it was such a good chapter aswell.
Fear is a habit, so is self-pity, defeat, anxiety, despair, hopelessness and resignation. You can eliminate all of these negative habits with two simple resolves," I can! and I will!"
~ Unknown
*November 3rd Continued*
When I had finished dressing, I layed down on the bed feeling bored and not knowing what to do. Lucas kmocked on the door then came in to the room and lightened up my mood "You alright babe?" he questioned.
"Yeah" I replied but then I instantly started crying. He gasped and ran to me and hugged me. Rocking me back and forth for hours on end. I didn't trust Lucas, I hadn't known him for a long period of time.
I breathed in his scent, he smelt like Versace Eros (the men's perfume). I adored that scent and it made me feel a certain type of way. Flooding back memories that I can't remember who I spent them with.
As we hugged, I let go when I felt better. "You okay now?" He blurted "ye-" we was both interrupted by my stomach. I couldn't remember the last time I had eaten.
"You hungry?" He chuckled. "Yep" I replied, popping the p and then giggled. He then ordered us some Chinese food. I wanted specail fried rice & chicken balls & also some ribs.
When the food came I savoured the taste,I finished everything and then after me and Lucas were talking about random things so we could get to know each other better. I was so full that I layed down and fell asleep.
*2 hours later*
Demaine burst into the room, he looked awfully drunk. He's only 17 and look at the state he is in. I looked at him in disgust. "You okaaay?(no typo) he stuttered,dragging out the 'a'.
"Why don't you ask the female you was sleeping with,that question?" I didn't find it right to call a female out of her name, such as hoe/whore/slut. That was not the name presented on her birth certificate. Most people don't even know the full meaning of those words but yet they use them.
He approached me and I got up and immediately backed away to the wall. As soon as he approached me he punched me in my eye. I felt like I heard something burst.
He then punched my bottom lip causing blood to drip from it My sexy lips, kmt. I kicked him and he stumbled and I tried to run out the room, when he pulled me violently back into the room.
"No" I screamed. He slapped my face causing me to shut up.
"Where would you like to be stabbed?" He sternly asked. I found this hilarious "what?" I asked confused. "You broke rule#2" he proudly admitted.
He looked crazy at the moment of time. "My arm" he did a slight grin and stabbed me twice in my arm. I felt sick.
I watched as the blood poured put of my body, I silently sobbed.
Her Only Fear
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