"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity."
(SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES)
A few minutes later after debating with myself about getting up. I finally did, I opened my suitcase and picked out an outfit for the day.
I decided to wear; black leggings with zips at the top, my black and pink crop top that barely hid my belly button, I got out my underwear and bra and laid it on the bed.
I also took out my cream,my perfume, my socks and my pink adidas trainers.
I then went in the bathroom which was in the hall way. I really did not want to go into Demaines bathroom again. I took off my clothes and turned on the water in the bath making sure it was the correct temperature before I went in.
I liked my bath extremely hot with a little bit of cold.I undressed myself and put the clothes I wore before in the washing basket and then wrapped my towel around me.
I then walked back to my room, I then heard a knock at the door "Come in" I shouted. In walked Lucas with roses. My heart melted. I wrapped my towel closer towards my body,as I ran to hug him.
I chuckled embrassed feeling my breasts connect with his chest even though there was a towel inbetween it was still awkward. I let go of the hug, but he pulled me back into the hug roughly, but it didn't hurt.
I smiled and looked up at his eyes and he returned the smile looking down into my eyes. I found it amazing how he was finding my eyes fascinating, because they were only dark brown. We both just stood staring into each other's eyes.Lucas leaned in but then I then broke eye contact and let go of the hug. For real this time. "I'm gonna go bath" I spoke. "Okay" Lucas spoke itching the back of his head.
Was Lucas about to kiss me?
"Why did you buy me flowers?" I asked in curiosity before I walked into the hall to go to the bathroom. "I just thought it would be a nice friendly gesture" Lucas spoke shrugging his shoulders. But I could tell by the way he responded it meant more than that.
I nodded and then went to bath with all these mixed emotions
Boys are too confusing.
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As I got out the bath, I dried myself with my towel and wrapped the towel around my body. I made my way back to 'my room'. I searched 'my room' to see if Lucas was still inside.
I was so content when I saw he wasn't in there. I changed into the outfit I had layed out on the bed. When I had finished I put away my cream and my perfume and made my way to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for myself.
As I walked, I looked down at my pink Adidas trainers. I heard giggling coming from the kitchen. I put my head up and sped walk into the kitchen to see Demaine play fighting with Arla.
I frowned, I knew I shouldn't be jealous and interfere but I low key wanted him to be play fighting with me.
"Good Morning" I spoke and they both diverted their eyes to me. "Morning" they both said in unison. They got up and continued making themselves food.
I decided to make myself a egg sandwich and have a glass of orange juice.
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When I had finished eating I went to sit down in the living room, feeling so bored, I looked down at my nails and admired them.
