There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.
*November 2nd Continued*
I stood there not knowing what to do. One of the guys got up and approached me "Do you know why you're here?" He asked me. I came here because I was bored I thought sarcastically in my head "I don't know" I stuttered
"Its for your own good" he said. I rolled my eyes and got angry "What the fuck do you mean it's for my own good. You fucking dick head" I shouted "I want to go home" I screamed and ran to the door and opened it but then I bumped into someone. Shit I looked at him "Demaine?" I said stepping back "bitch?" he replied. "Why the hell am I here?" I asked him "you'll find out soon,bitch" he said. He was so cold hearted but so good looking at the same time.
He was brown skinned, no acne on his face his voice was deep and he was quiet but he could be the loudest person ever if he wanted to. If he hated you that hatred would never settle he would hate you forever.
Meanest but nicest boy ever. He is 17 years old and I know him so well because he's so popular: say his name or mention him then instantly lesbains turn straight and straight boys turn gay. He had been a drug dealer since he turned 14 and he didn't even think about a future after 'the drug game'.
But the thing that bothered me so much was the fact we used to get along so well then one day he literally disowned me and he hated me ever since.
ONE MONTH BEFORE
(There will be flashbacks in this story,I hope you enjoy!)
I sat down on the chair in my living room watching scream queens with my older sister Pandora while eating some strawberries. The door bell rang, I groaned and she paused the programme and then I went to answer the door "Derek!" I screamed kissing him and hugging him and he returned the kiss and the hug
"So where were you?" I asked "just went to stay at my mums house for a bit" he said. He hated his Mum he got abused by his step dad when he was younger and he forever goes on blaming his Mum for not choosing the correct man.
I sighed "Don't worry b" I said he instantly started laughing "don't say that ever again, yeah?" We laughed and I grabbed my strawberries and he greeted my sister and then me and him went to lay down on my bed in my room, he took off his trainers.
While we was laying down, Derek was horny. Sounds weird but I'm 16 I don't even care who you are I'm not gonna give it to you. He touched my thighs and all. "Stop" I said, he stopped and a few minutes later he actually carried on, the audacity!
"Please stop" I said getting severely irritated "why not?" He asked. "I don't want to, It's my choice" I said. He grunted and got up and started putting his trainers on "You always do this" he said getting angry
"Do what? If I don't want to I'm not going to, you have to be patient" I said getting hurt "you're a fucking hoe you probably sucked dick and got down and dirty while I was gone" he said harshly.
I put my hand on my heart "I would never!!! I know you would though, Let's not bring the twins into this" I shouted getting angry that he accused me of doing such actions
"you always gotta bring the twins into our arguments" he said finally finishing putting his trainers on "At least I was not the one who had a threesome with the twins:Kaylee and Daylee, I have to bring shit like this up because I've never done you wrong but you-" I said getting rudely interrupted"
"I love you though and I already apologised" he said. I screwed him "We cant be together, you've got needs and I don't want to help you achieve them so just go with someone else" I said and then I immediately regretted everything I said straight away when I saw the devilish look on his face "So you're just gonna dump me? Like I'm some sideman, nah b" He laughed and pushed me on the bed.
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