Never

I can't handle this

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I can't handle this anymore

the feeling of lost

I've lost too many people 

friends

family

no one can escape from death

I can't handle this anymore

the feeling of love it rips me apart

because I know it will never be real 

I can't handle this anymore

the feeling of hope

because it's always false

I can't handle

joy or happiness

because I know it won't last forever

I can't handle this anymore

so i'll stop running

I won't flee anymore

I'll stop running from death

I'll face it

as old friends

with the words:

I don't fear you, I waited for you