Never

She (part 2)

I walk inside the house
something seems off
I can't put my finger on it
all the furniture stands where it's supposed to
the fire is burning in the fireplace
and the house is warm
still, a strange fear captures me
my limbs feel heavy and my mind is clouded
clouded with fear
I can't move
NO!
I run
run upstairs
scream her name
the door is closed
it feels wrong to open it
still do it
there she lays
her once white dress is crimson red
No please no
I scream
don't even know what I'm saying
shake her body
it's limp
I want her to come back
come back to me
she doesn't react
I think I see her smile softly
her face looks peaceful
only her face
it's the only part that isn't painted red
the rest of her body is chaos
scars and wounds dancing on her skin
I'm panicking
calling
crying
crying
I stay with her
till the world turns dark
and the stars shine
time of death: 13.47
cause of death: overdose pills (suicide)
when I leave the hospital
I look up at the stars
and smile sadly
she always wanted to go to Neverland