Having 'the talk' with my mom was hard. What talk? Well she knows I've always wanted to be famous, when I was older. But i want it now. I don't wanna wait. I want to find a way to meet Kim, my real mom. I need to see my aunts, uncles, cousins, sister, and grandparents. Liz wasn't hurt.... At least that's what she said. I hope I didn't hurt her, I love her with all my heart. But I also love my other mom Kim. I don't know her and want to. Mom said she would try her best to get me contacted to Kim. She said all of Kim's phone numbers and e-mails changed. And there is no way we could find out. Plus Liz said Kim probably doesn't even remeber me. Or know what I look like. I know she does. I know one day I will be in contact with her and North and everyone else. I need to become famous so I can get closer. I'm trying really hard. I wanna be a reality TV star. I have a YouTube channel. Help me reach my dream of getting to my mom. That's the whole reason I did it. I think when I told Liz that she got upset, a little hurt. Life is so confusing. No one gets it.
