Learn To Love Again

Chapter 1 _Surprise & Memories Galore.

CHAPTER 1_SURPRISE & MEMORIES GALORE.

"Come on, Patches! Hurry up will you??" He said, impatiently.

"Jeez louise, Buttons. Why the rush? And you know I'm not very fond of surprises." I replied.

He pulled my hand up as we reached the top and helped me up. He pulled me against him and looked into my eyes. "Hi." he whispered.

I looked at him and giggled, "Hi." He let go and covered my eyes before i could turn around. He was right behind me with his hands over my eyes and gosh, did he smell good. "No peeking, and are you sniffing me, Patches?" he said, obviously amused. I blushed, I'm so lucky he can't see me. This douchebag has the ability to make me blush 99% the damn time! 

"Shut up, Buttons. What's going on? I'm getting really impatient right now. Can I look??" I said, wishing i could see what the fuss is all about.

"Okay, open your eyes" I opened them and gasped. We were on top of this rocky mountain hilltop, where you can over see the hills at the bottom full of greenery. And just behind them was a farmhouse, but the lights..the lights of the town..it was breathtaking He brought me forward to a telescope.

"What's this?" i asked, unsure of what's going on.

He smirked, "This? I can't believe you don't know what a telescope looks like, Patches!"

"Hey! I know what a telescope looks like, but what's it doing here?" i said, still confused! Will he just get to the point already?

"Okay, so you know how you have a bucket list right? And how you're so into stars?" He asked, urging me with his eyes to understand where he was going with this.

"yeah.." I gasped! "You brought me star gazing on the Rocky Hilltop! My number 6!" 

He smiled at me, "Yeah, your number 6. Being the amazing best friend and boyfriend i am..Go for it, Patch" He said softly. Putting his hand at my lower back i went forward and ......

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP...!

I groaned and switched the alarm off, mumbling some incoherrent words about how whoever invented alarm clocks, should have a special place in hell. I glanced at the clock, 7:30 AM it read. Which means I have enough time to get dressed, make breakfast, get Parker up and ready for school and get to work by 9 AM.

I sat up and ran a hand through my dark brown hair and remembered..the dream. I quickly grabbed my phone, unlocked it and went to my calender..June 16th. Today's his birthday. Ofcourse! Stupid Amelia..that's why i had the dream..that dream..it felt so real. I shake my head, no Mia! You can't put yourself through this again..It's been 5 years. 5 long, gruesome, heartwrenching years. But it's my fault at the end. Tears are threatening to spill, blinking them rapidly away I walk into the bathroom and head into the shower.

I sigh and think about what he'd be doing now for his birthday, he'd probably be too busy and in any case he hates everyone making a fuss over his birthday. Knowing his mum, she'll definately have something planned and knowing him he wouldn't want to dissapoint her and just endure it for her sake.I smile, yep this happens every year..although would it still be happening? So much has changed. They moved to New York, he took over the company after his dad stepped back..but surely his mum without a doubt would do something for her older son's birthday.