Missing You (A Niall Horan story)

Chapter 35

Chapter 35:

-Miley's POV-

It's been a couple of days since the incident with Niall and Sara. Eleanor called, she said Niall told them everything that had happened. She also told me that Niall fainted, she said he was very dehydrated and tired. They took him to hospital to get checked up just to make he was ok, the doctor said his blood levels were high due to stress, and that he was very dehydrated and needed some rest, the doctor gave Niall some tablets and he was sent home. El said that he's spent the last couple of days in bed, not wanting to talk to anyone or come downstairs to eat.

I felt bad for him, I felt like I should go round and look after him, make him feel better, but at the same time I just wanted to slap him. How could he go and tell me how much he loves me and how much he wishes I could be his, when all this time he had a secret girlfriend that nobody knew about?

My parents were at work and Lily was at school so I was home alone, this was how I liked it. Having the house to yourself, you can sing at the top of your lungs, dance around the house, eat everything and even pee with the door open! Yeah I really live the party life! Instead of having house parties while my parents were out I would just dance around and pee with the door open.

It was 1 in the afternoon and I was still in my pyjamas watching tv in my room, nothing was on so I decided to look at all the photos I had on the wall. I really should be out looking for a present for Lily because its her birthday soon but I could not be arsed.

While looking at the photos I tripped over a box, getting up I read what the box says; 'Old Memories Niall'

This can't be good. I open the box, inside was about one hundred photos of me and Niall.

Feeling depressed and lonely I picked up the box and brought it downstairs with me along with my iPod.

I put my iPod on the docking station and put Taylor swift on shuffle because she knows what it's like to have your heart broken.

The first song was Enchanted, I sat down on the sofa with the box of photos on my lap and a big tub of Ben and Jerry's ice cream and a spoon.

Well this is rather depressing, here I am sitting stuffing my face with ice cream looking back at old memories with my ex boyfriend who I'm still in love with. You always hear different ways people cope with heart break, some people shut everyone out and become lonely, some may put on a brave face and act like everything is fine but they are breaking inside, others do loads of exercise to keep them busy and then there's the people who eat their feelings, also known as me.

Just then 'All Too Well' comes on. Oh no here comes the tears.

I pull out a photo of me and Niall dancing in the rain, Liam took it I think?

I remember we had been celebrating something outside when it started to pour with rain, instead of going inside like normal people me and Niall just started slow dancing in the rain, no music or anything just the sound of the rain. 

I begin to sing along.

'You call me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruel in the name of being honest I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here cos I remember it all too well.'

I say sing along but really I was just crying while mumbling the words, making weird crying noises every so often.

"Why am I crying over some boy I don't even remember?" I ask myself

Ok now I'm talking to myself.

"It's because you've learnt to love him." A voice says from behind me.

"El! What are you doing here?" I ask wiping away my tears.

"To see if you were alright, I was worried about you."

"I'm absolutely fine El." I lie

"No you're not, you're siting here on your own in you're pyjamas stuffing your face with ice cream while singing along to Taylor Swift as you look at old photos of you and Niall. You are not fine."

I just look at her, she smiles sadly, then there's a knock on the door.

"Get that please." I say while laying back down on the sofa stuffing my face with more ice cream.

She sighs and gets up to open the door.

"Oh hey El is Miley there?" A hear Niall's voice ask. I practically fall off the couch.

"Yeah she is but I don't think she wants to talk to you right now."

"Oh well could you please tell her to come to our place at around 8 tonight, I have something to show her."

I peek from behind the couch to see Niall leaning against the door frame, he looked tired and scruffy, he still looked beautiful though.

"I will but don't get your hopes up, she might not come." Eleanor says

"El, it is really important that she comes tonight. Please get her to come." Niall begs

"I'll try my hardest."

"Thank you. I'll see you later maybe." Niall smiles

Eleanor closes the door after him.

"What do you think he has to show me?" I ask

"Only one way to find out."

"I can't go. I'm far too depressed." I sigh while shoving more ice cream in my mouth.

"You have to go! Niall has something special planned for you! I will make you go!" Eleanor says taking the ice cream off me.

"Hey give me back my ice cream!"

"Did you hear what I just said? Niall has something planned for you! You have to go!"

I sigh, even if I didn't want to I knew Eleanor was going to make me go.

"Fine, but you have to go with me!" I beg

"I'm going with Perrie and Danielle anyway."

"What time are we going to leave at then?" I ask putting away what was left of the ice cream.

"7:45?"

"Ok help me pick out an outfit!"

"Miley, I don't really think it matters what you wear, Niall just wants to sort this out, you could go in your jammies and he wouldn't care."

"Fine, I'm going in my jammies." I smile

Her eyes grow wide.

"What? You can't actually just go in your jammies!"

"Why not? You just said it didn't matter what I wore!"

"Ok fine, you do that." She laughs

"I will, if you excuse me I'm away for a shower." I say giving her a big hug before heading up stairs.

"I'll see you at 7:45! Be ready!" I hear Eleanor call up before leaving.

I'll be ready.