It's time to sleep. But really that's the time I always end up not sleeping.
If I do sleep I fall into it. Just slipping into it. It's that simple.
So much is on my mind and I don't know what I want to type first.
These past few days I've been taking my meds again and I feel different.
Do people at school notice my change in behavior. To them it's little things or maybe nothing at all.
Who's the real me?
When I'm taking my medicine like they tell me too?
Or when I don't take anything.
So there's the answer to my huge mystery huh.
Bullshit.
I don't know anything.
But I'm okay with that right now because it's to much to worry about.
I worry about other things.
Im worried about my friend because there's nothing I can do to help her feel better and get over her not having him in her world.
Love is shit.
The whole situation is so much deeper than an average boy/girl thing.
I look up to her and I just I need her to be okay. I need her to get better, not for me but for herself. She deserves it.
She deserves the world but she can't even have her one she truly deserves.
It's so cruel.
My eyes are half open but my mind is spinning in curves. I lm trying to type the right word s but it getting harder and harder to form words and nit pasdd out
Goodnight and j line my best friend who I look up to. M
Goodnight love, Sofia
Of mah e it's
Goodnightl
Love,Sofia
❤️ Sofia
YOU ARE READING
riverside
Randomi don't really know anymore man im feeling impulsive i wanna right what's on my mind what do you even call that if your reading someone else's thoughts and such .
