Fallen to the Anime World

In the middle of Nowhere

Hotaru's POV

I gasped wide awake. My breathing was fast, my heartbeat's pacing was uncontrollably quick as if I was drowned for so long that I have never been so desperate for air.

As seconds passed, my breathing went back to normal and finally I get to recognize my surroundings.

I was in a never-ending white room. Again.

"I'm here again. " I sighed in defeat until memories started rushing into my head and I started to remember all those dark experiences in the previous world.

Why am I here?!

I should be helping Hiroomi and Akihito! They might be in danger!

I stood up trying to balance myself. I didn't know where to run but I had to run somewhere. I balanced myself for a second due to the sudden jolt of dizziness that I had to not give a damn but from it being a simple headache in seconds it started to get worse.

"AGGH FUUUCK!" I clenched my teeth in pain and fell down on my knees.

What the fuck is this! It hurts as hell! It felt as if my head was being crushed slowly and it fucking is painful as SHIT! I closed my eyes and wished for it to go away.

And then it did.. "Well I didn't think it would actually listen but thanks." I did thank myself yes I just did. I didn't want anything worse than that to suddenly pop out of nowhere so I just sat down.

"Now what.. I didn't think heaven would be this plain and boring.." I pouted in disgrace.
[please don't kill me holy people- author]

5 minutes have passed and this endless whiteness is starting to piss me off.

Instead of screaming useless shit that would definitely just waste my energy, I drifted in my own thoughts of the previous world I stayed in.

"I wonder if Kuriyama-san's back to normal.. I mean if she didn't then my efforts are put to waste. What if Hiroomi and Akihito think I'm dead? Even if in reality, I'm just here in an endless white place that is probably heaven but oh wait if this is heaven, then I'm really dead?! oh shit man. Should I be sad or like I don't know.. Should I be upset? I mean I'll definitely be upset if someone else dies but like if I'm dead now should I cry for myself? because I don't feel like crying for myself right now because I don't really feel like I'm dead. Okay I'm done I want a hamburger. Where can I get a hamburger in heaven? There's no 7-Eleven here or Mcdonalds.. "

"What the hell are you mumbling about?" An annoyingly familiar voice. I looked up and it was none other than Makoto.

"Why the hell are you here too? DID YOU DIE TOO? Help me find 7-Eleven then!" I enthusiastically said without looking at him until I felt someone yank my shirt violently and due to the surprise that I could see in front of me, I was speechless.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Makoto screamed in my face as he grabbed my shirt with rage. "Wh-what's wrong?" I stuttered. My eyes were wide open filled with confusion and fear as Makoto glared back at me.

I didn't mean to make him mad. Why was he mad anyway?

He suddenly let go of my shirt making me fall down to the ground with my butt. I stood up slowly, slightly in pain due to the fall. He still stood there trying his best to contain his anger towards me. He gritted his teeth and was looking away from me. I had to say something. Standing here in silence is making me anxious even more as to why Makoto said those words to me. I never thought he could be that agitated.