His Hidden Side [HIATUS]

Chapter 10

The sound of door shutting down can be heard throughout the room. You gasped for air when baekhyun is gone. Whatever you do, your heart seems couldn't be calm. You shook your head rapidly just to hit it later on. You're barely breathing right now.

'Whats just happened?' You groaned.

It feels weird when you kissed him but in the same time, you couldn't resist it, no, you want more. You're greedy. And it is trying to destroy you. You can't feel like this. Not now and not here.

You snap your thoughts when someone sits beside you again. He is here and he is looking at you, tucking your hair behind your ears with his finger.

"I'm sorry for being too harsh, you could just push me away though. I'd understand it but for now.."

Before he finishes the sentence, you look away. Your heart couldn't fracture like this. Not this way, atleast. He tilts your head to stare at him. Your face shows pain, so does his.

"Please listen this, I'm really sorry, but I need to go. You know.. My schedule and.."

Baekhyun bits his lower lip before sighing, "I'll just talk about this later". His finger settles on your cheek, caressing it.

"See you later. And..", he seems hesitated again before murmuring, "I love you"

His voice is so soft that it looks like he is afraid others might heard it. Your eyes widen at his sudden confession. He pecks your lips for the last time before grabbing his jacket and steps outside.

You bury your face on the pillow while kicking the bed repeatedly. You feel happy + abashed + excited in the same time. This is the first time in your whole life that you feel like this. Weird feeling that only once a life, well said.

'So, he loves me too? And this is not an one-sided love? How dumb.'

Couples minutes later, You sit straight again when someone enters the room. You see Sehun, Chanyeol and Kai walking toward you, all readied with their masks and spectacles on. They look stunning and good just like how people describes them , good looking.

"Hey, are you feeling better? We're going now. Make sure you take care and don't torture yourself like this anymore." Sehun murmured behind his black mask and Chanyeol continued "Eat your medicine on time, kitten. Fever might leads to something else".

"Are you okay? Need waters? Or foods? I can ask Kyungsoo hyung about it. Or do you want to go home? We can give you a ride. Don't you bored? You can play my Xbox if you want to", Kai finally bursts. He is such a talkative behind the quiet appearance he showed, maybe he blabbers more than sehun tho.

Based on their faces, you know that the trio are concern about you. You chuckle, shaking your head slowly. You stare at all the three members infront of you as you say, "You guys are being such drama queens. I'm okay. I'm not going to die.".

In the end, you dragged them out forcefully. Suho is there in the living room with Baekhyun and Kyungsoo. Xiumin and Chen already go first. Baekhyun saw you pushing his members and his expression turns cold. You look away while rubbing your neck awkwardly. The manager comes, telling them to hurry up.

"We're going to Jejudo today, we probably will be late. So, make sure you take your medicine on time , uh?" Suho advised you, as expected from a good leader who is also a gentlemen. What he needs now is women and probably, some heights.

"Rest well. I already prepared a meal for you in the refrigerator. Just heat it up whenever you want to. Meet you later", Kyungsoo informed. He is smiling toward you and it does sends a lil bit sense of uncomfortable to you but somehow, you manage to reply it.

When all of them seems to step outside the dorm, you murmur a goodbye and bowed slightly. You raised your vision after you are pretty sure that they're gone. Great, Baekhyun is still there, hands in pocket. He is staring at you with extraordinary expression.

You nervously rub your arms. He steps closer until you feel his warmth close to you. It feels comfortable when his finger naturally tucks your hair behind your ear. "Your manager will arrive later to send your bags..." He mumble, before leaning in to kiss you. "..I'll miss you".

-

That is the last moment you saw baekhyun that day. You miss him but some short message that delivered to you from Suho's phone manages to make you smile.

Sorry, we would be late tonight

From Suho. 9:22pm

Take your time oppa. I'm fine on my own

Seen
Delivered. 9:23pm

Make sure you eat your
medicine. I miss you. - B

From Suho. 9:23pm

Does B stans for Baekhyun? You think so. And it feels great to have your phone back. You don't know how Suho gets your phone number, guess your manager gave it to him.

-

So many unanswered question rolling in your mind throughout the day. Your manager already delivered your bags and he did told you about how the other members keep asking where have you been. You feel sorry toward him but he keeps assuring you that it is okay and advised you to give them a call later.

Feeling bored, you decided to disturb you members that night and in the same time, answering their questions about you. Since you already had a phone, it wouldn't be a big problem.

Mina picked up the phone after two rings. She sounds excited and unexpectedly, shouts for all the members to join her too. It is cute that how the members keep asking you like what you predicted.

And when you told them, they keep wondering about their sunbae's dorm, how they treat you and more. You chuckle slightly when they argued about which question should you answer first. Eventually, you manage to answer all of them.

But,

"Are you and Baekhyun is in relationship?", that question snapped you.

You don't know the answer and even you want to know it. Lovers? Couple? But.. But.. Baekhyun never asks you that. He just confessed, thats all. It means nothing.

"Unnie, Are you okay? It is okay if you don't want to answer it." Mina finally said when you took so long to reply.

"Ahh, it is okay. Baekhyun is just my sunbaenim, we're just working together. Thats all. He won't develop any feelings toward me though"

You lied. You hate how real you sound. You hate the fact that you're a good liar. It hurts that you can't even share your honest feelings with your members. But until you're sure enough, let it be a secret.