Rant 34

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Dear parents,
I'm sorry for being useless. I'm sorry for being lazy. I'm sorry for my bad grades. I'm sorry for my bad reputation. I'm sorry for not good in socializing. I'm sorry for not having friends. I'm sorry for being a disappointment. I'm sorry for the mistakes I did. I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry for not great at expressing myself.

Dear friends, (if I even have one)
Sorry for being that friend that always needs help but never helps. I'm sorry for not hanging out with you. I'm sorry that I'm distancing myself.

Dear self,
Sorry for being sad. Sorry I don't give you enough sleep. Sorry for not always being positive. Sorry for always faking smiles and forcing laughs even you don't feel like it. Sort for always slacking off in class and never paying attention. Sorry for the dry skin, the dry hair. Sorry for the puffy eyes. Sorry for the meaningless tears. Sorry for the meaningless pain. Sorry for the self pity. Sorry for the cuts. Sorry for not taking good care of you. Sorry if you're not going to reach far in life. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have to be that one person that nobody notices when you're gone. I'm sorry that noone cares about you. I'm sorry that people always replace you after a while. I'm sorry for making you miserable. Im sorry you can't be you. I'm sorry for living. I'm sorry for breathing. I'm sorry for existing.

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