Like Father, Like Son

Chapter 27- Decisions

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CLINTON'S  POV

I'm really happy I get to see and touch her right at this moment. That fucking bastard harassed her and I would've killed him if it weren't for the security guards. I really felt like ripping his head of his body for even touch my girl. 

"Come," Cassie tugged me down to the long hallway and we enter the boardroom. The place was empty and she locked the door. I grabbed a sit but she just stood there with her arms crossed. 

"Cassie, I really missed you and I'm so sorry I can't take being away from you, I need you in my life, I can't live a day without you, I'm dying slowly." I started and she just stared, nodding at me with her pursed lips. t

"I know," was all she said, leaning on the wall across from me. 

"It was a huge mistake and I regret it! I'm a fuck up and I mess up everything, please just say you forgive me," I said and my guts felt like it's being punch, admitting all this to Cassie. 

"You're not a fuck up Clinton and crazy as it sounds, I have forgiven you," she stated and I snapped my head at her. Is she serious? 

"Could you possibly take me back?" I was pushing my luck and that's when she cried. I pushed myself up and walked over to her. I'm the dumbest person ever. "Shhhhhhh," I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tight. I never want to let her go.  

"It's been two weeks and I really missed you Clinton but the pain is just unbearable, I can't, I'm sorry," she sobbed and I just died. She's not taking me back. the feeling felt like a knife was plunged right through my abdomen and I swallowed deeply to prevent the pain. 

"No, don't say that, please take me back Cassie," I'm desperate alright but she's the only person I can't handle losing in my life. I really love her. 

"I can't as bad as I want to I can't," My jaw clenched and I looked up the ceiling and prayed for a miracle to happen. Please! Just this one time!

"Cassie, listen to me," I held her arm length and stared directly to her eyes so she would know I'm not joking. "I love you," I don't say that words very often and her eyes shut closed and tears flowed down her cheek. Shit I just made everything worst! 

"Clinton, I don't know what to do to you!" She pressed the heels of her palm on her eyes and I watched her closely. It feels like knives are being thrown to me whenever she's sad and it hurts me too. "I want to hate you but I can't cause I love you too," she sniffed then her gaze met mine. 

"Then take me back," I said lowly, cupping both her cheeks. 

"You hurt me Clinton, I don't know if I can go through that again." she shook her head and I mentally punched myself. 

"You will never go through that again! I promised you, I swear to my life that I will never hurt you ever in my life," and I really meant what I'm saying. She looked away from me and breathed in.

"That's why it's best for us to be in separate ways," she said. 

"I can't live without you Cassie, it would be the end of me if you walk out of my life," My eyes burned and a tear fell down my eye, she looked at me sympathetically but didn't dare to do anything. 

"I'm sorry Clint," Cassie hooked a hand around my neck and pulled me down for a soft kiss but I just couldn't help myself. I wrapped my arms around her waist and deepened the kiss myself. Our tongues caressed each others and a whimper escaped her, pulling away from me. "Sorry," she said lastly before walking out and leaving me in the room alone. She's gone.