Why?

Chapter 2 - Best Friends?

You stared at Jin and looked forward to what he would say!
At first he just smiled.
"Come on Kim Seokjin, I'm dying of curiosity!", you pouted.
"You look so cute when you pout! Okay, There's a rumor saying he tried to commit suicide because his parents died. He walked in front of a car and was in hospital for 6 months!."
'He lost his parents? At this age?', you thought to yourself.
That poor boy.
You shook your head. You can't feel bad for him Soyeon, he's an annoying douchebag.
"But he is such a bad person!!! He picked on me the whole day and made the class laugh at me!"
You suddenly had tears in your eyes so Jin immediately hugged you and rubbed your back.
Your tears started to fall like niagara falls and it had to be that moment when Jeon Jungkook walked by and shouted, "Awww how cute, the little nerd has a boyfriend!"
"Just go away newbie!!" Jin shot back angrily.
"Thank you Jin", you murmered into his chest and sobbed.
You went out of his embrace and saw that you ruined his shirt with your mascara.
"Mianhae."
"It's okay, you don't have to feel sorry for your feelings. You want to go get some ice cream? I think you need some."
"No, I'm not in the mood. I just want to go home."
Jin grabbed your hand and took you home without saying anything.

~

You lay on your bed and thought about what happened today.
'Why does it have to be me? Why? He could do this to everyone but why did he choose me?', you thought, 'why does he treat me like that?'
You turned around and screamed in your cushion.
Your mum had heard it and knocked on the door.
"Is everything okay, princess?", you heard her say through the door."
"Everything's alright! Just some tricky homework!", you said.
You didn't want her to worry.
After lying to your mom you remembered you really had homework and started to do them to distract you from Jeon Jungkook.
After an hour your thoughts wandered and you thought about Jungkook again but not because he's annoying.
You thought about his beautiful black eyes, his smile, his perfect jawline, his...
'Wait a minute! What are you thinking Soyeon? You hate him!', you thought to yourself.
I think I need some more distraction.
You went downstairs to call Jin who answered after the first ring.
"Do you still want to go out?", you asked him.
"I'm in front of your house in ten minutes!", he just said and hung up.

~

The doorbell rang and you ran downstairs.
You only shouted that you'll go out with Jin to your mum as you already closed the door.
"What changed your mind?", Jin asked as he opened the car's door for you.
"I need to clear my head. Immediately. I think I'm going crazy!", you said.
"Okay, some fun will help."
"And a little traffic dance by the well known Kim Seokjin", you joked.
At the party you felt like you were at the wrong place.
You never were the kind of girl who goes to partys everyday but today you could feel that you're the outsider even more.
Allthough you felt bad you danced with Jin and had a lot of fun until you saw this one person you didn't want to see, Jeon Jungkook.
"Jin, can we go anywhere else?"
"Is something wrong?", he sounded worried. It seemed he didn't see Jungkook.
"No,no. I just don't feel well."
He gave you a worried look but you left the party together.
"I'm sorry I make you worry so much. You had so much fun today and I destroyed the mood.", you said and felt really sorry.
"Soyeon, the only thing that matters to me is that you feel well."
"Gomawoyo, I'm so happy that you're my best friend, Jin."
He looked like he was hurt by your words.
"What's wrong?", you asked.
"Nothing."
You didn't even realize you were already in front of your house.
As you wanted to open the door Jin held you back.
You turned around to look at him but he was so near you could feel his breath on your face.
'What's wrong with him? Don't say he has feelings for me! This can't be, he's my best friend!', you thought.
You lightly pushed him away.
"Don't destroy our friendship Seokjin", you said in a serious way.
He looked more hurt than before but let you go.
Inside your house you directly went to your room.
You thought of calling your unnie because she's good with boys so she might help you.
You again searched for your mobile but it was still missing.
"Eomma, have you seen my phone? I can't find it!", you shouted while walking down the stairs.
"No! But come to the kitchen, dinner's ready. You can use my phone to call yours later." You heard your mum saying from the kitchen.
You ate your food so quickly your mum was worried.
"You sure everything's alright, princess?"
"Yeah, I just have to find my phone!", you said while standing up, "Can I have yours now?"
"It's on the little table in the hallway.", she said and smiled at your impatience.
You literally ran to fetch the phone and entered your number.
It rang and rang but it wasn't heard throughout the house so It was impossible your phone would be there.
After the fourth rang someone suddenly answered.
"Yeoboseyo?"