-2 days later-
I woke up that afternoon from a nap around 6:00, I looked on my bedside table and there was a note form Jacob.
Meet me at the cliff, where we cliffdive. I have already taken Maggie to Summer and Thomas's house. Happy Valentine's Day!
Love you, Jacob
I smiled and changed clothes and walked out of the house, and started walking to the cliff. I gasped and put my hand over my mouth when I saw what he had set out. There was a picnic blanket, picnic basket, and candles in the middle. He walked up to me and had me the boquet of red roses.
"Thank you, I love it.", I smiled and he kissed me.
We walked over to the blanket and sat down, "Tonight is just about us.", He smiled and I blushed like a 16 year old girl, with her first boyfriend.
I woke up that morning with Jake's arm around me, no we didn't go all the way last night, just to undergarments because of the agreement we made about having another kid.
"Good morning.", He pressed his lips to mine.
"Morning.", I mumbled into the kiss. I heard a knock on the front door, then heard it open.
"Someone just walked in.", He whispered.
"Let's be quiet, maybe they will go away.", I chuckled.
"Jacob!!! Hannah!!! Stop having sex or we will come up there!!!", Paul yelled from downstairs.
"Shit, he's not kidding, get dressed.", He whispered and we got up and got ready.
We walked downstairs and the whole pack and their imprints were in our living room.
"Really?! It's like 7:00 in the morning.", I grumbled.
"Well you shouldn't hav stayed up having sex last night it wouldn't be that bad now would it?", Jared smirked and I hit him on the head.
"That is not what we did last night thank you.", I rolled my eyes and walked in the kitchen grabbing a coke.
"Liar.", Paul said under his breath.
"Heard that!", I yelled back.
I walked back in the living room just in time to see Summer bringing Maggie back. She dropped her off, but she didn't have much time to talk because she had to go to the grocery store. I sat down and put Maggie on the floor. She held my legs and stood up and started walking carefully over to Leah. We told everyone the other day that Maggie had taken her first steps and they were just as proud as we were. Maggie sat in Leah's lap and we all started talking. When they left Maggie had fallen asleep so Jacob and I were sitting in the living room watching 'The Fosters', while I was thinking of things.
-Flashback-
"The tickle monster's gonna get you.", Mama and Daddy smiled and I squealed and ran as fast as my 10 year old legs could carry me, "No!! Not the tickle monster!!" I ran around the whole house and they chased me.
I loooke behind me then I ran straight into mama, then daddy ran up and they started tickling me like crazy.
"I can't breathe.", I laughed and the chuckled and stopped. I had my arm around both of their necks and they kissed me on the cheek.
"We love you.", They smiled.
"I love you too.", I kissed both of them.
-Flashback over-
"Hey, I'm gonna go to the cliff to get some fresh air, I will be back soon ok?", I looked over at him as I got up.
"Ok.", He kissed my cheek, he knew that something was wrong and that I needed some space for a little while, so h let me go alone.
I walked upstairs, grabbing my journal and pen and walked out the front door. I ran to the cliff and sat aagainst a tree and started witing in my journal.
Dear Diary,
6 years ago today I lost my older brother, Brandon, I can't believe it has been that long. I still think about him so much. I was only 14 when he died and he was 16, it scarred me for life, and little did I know that my parents would die 4 years later.
Yea, I had a older brother, Brandon. We were 2 years apart, I don't talk about him alot and don't mention him that much because when i think of him I cry, like I am doing right now. Jacob and all the pack know about Brandon and what happened, they just don't talk about it in front of me. He was 16 when he died and I was 14. He had taken his girlfriend out for a after Valentine's day dinner. He had already dropped her off at home, but on his way home a drunk driver hit him and he went off the side of the road. There wasn't anything the paramedics could do, he was already gone. After he died I wanted to died, I felt like there was no purpose on being in the world. Brandon helped me with alot of things, like a big brother would do and losing him just killed me inside. I didn't go do anything with friends for 6 months, the pack would come visit me and bring me over to Emily's house or Billy's, or Summer and Thomas would bring me to their house to get away from things. Only problem was that it didn't help, I wouldn't talk to anyone, I would always be thinking about Brandon, and nothing else. I was depressed. I finally stopped moping around because I realized that Brandon wouldn't want me to be this way and no one liked to see me depressed. I finished writing in my journal, then just stared out on the water. It was around lunch time, I could tell from the way the sun was in the sky. I smiled as a memory of Brandon came back to my mind.
-Flashback-
"Brandon where are we going?", I asked as he pulled me up to what looked like to be a cliff.
"Oh hush, I just want to show you something.", He rolled his eyes and continued pulling me.
When we reached the top the sun was setting on the ocean, it was perfect.
"It's so pretty.", I smiled.
"I thought you would like it.", He smiled.
"What cause I'm a girl?", I smirked at him then we started play wrestling.
We sat on the edge of the cliff and hung our legs over the side.
"Thank you for being the best big brother ever.", I smiled as it grew darker.
"Thank you for being the best little sister ever.", He put his arm around my shoulder, "I will be here anytime you need me, until my day to leave comes. I promise.", He looked down at me.
"Pinkie swear?", I asked him, curiously.
"Pinkie swear.", We looped pinkies and shook hands.
"We need a new handshake.", I reminded him.
"Ok, let's try this.", He smiled.
We stayed at the cliff for 2 hours, just hanging out and having fun.
-Flashback over-
I wiped the fallen tear that had escaped and I smiled. I walked back to the house and put my journal away and changed clothes.
"You ready to go?", Jake asked me and I nodded.
The pack, their imprints, and Summer and Thomas were going to Brandon's grae with us. We do this every year, we bring artifical flowers and put them in a vase and put it beside his grave. We put Maggie in the back and took her to Billy's house, he was keeping her while we went. Jacob reached over and held my hand as I was holding back tears and taking deep breaths. When we arrived we got out of the car and Jake put his arm around me. I wiped away another fallen tear and we all walked to his grave. We did what we needed to do and they left, leaving me and Jacob alone. Jacob pulled me close to him and put his arms arond me as I cried. We stood there in silence as I cried. Leah walked up to where we were and Jacob let me talk to her alone. He said that he was gonna go to Billy's, I told him it was fine and that I could just ride with Leah.
"It gets harder and harder every year.", I looked up at his grave as we sat down in front of it.
"I know, if I could have just made him stay at my house 5 minutes longer, or told him that I coulnd't go on the date that night this wouldn't have happened.", She sighed.
Yep, Leah was his girlfriend, and she was the one he went on a date with that night.
"If I could have just told him that I wanted him to stay home that night.", I sighed.
