Omegle |n.h.| completed

XI. Slip

Only fools fall for you. Only fools.

Sh.it. I slammed the door and ran to Harry.

"Harry! Niall is outside the door!"

"Did you let him in?"

"No you little sh.it! He broke up with me for Selena Gomez!"

Harry shrugged. "Let him in. I ran out of gel so I gotta run."

I groaned. "You don't even wear gel!"

"Now I do!"

"At least take him with you!"

"Nope." he said walking away and greeting Niall as he opened the door. I walked out just as Harry walked out.

"Hey," Niall greeted, his hand scratching his neck. I stood there, mute. I did not want to talk to the blonde who made me horrible.

"Abilene I'm sorry." he sighed. "I just saw Selena one night and my thoughts were jumbled --"

I put my hand up to stop him from rambling about his sex life. "I don't need to hear that."

"I know I just want you to know that I never--"

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why did you decide to break up with me?"

He was silent. "Abilene it's been 3 months--"

"Yeah, I know how fu.cking long it's been."

"And I'm sorry."

"You think sorry is going to take back the misery that I was in? You think sorry can solve all the problems in the world?"

"Godd.amnit Abilene!" Niall slammed his hands down on the table making me jump.

"I am done with this Niall. I wish I never met you. I wish I never saw your face. I wish I never listened to your music. I wish I wasn't here!" I shouted

"I'm such a fool. You treated me like a piece of trash when you broke up with me Niall. I'm tired of being everybody's rock all the time, you know? I always have to be happy, to cheer everyone up but," he looked ashamed.

"I've never been treated so lowly in my life." he looked up after I said these words.

"Abilene..."

"And I thought I loved you. But it was obvious after you broke up with me that you don't feel the same." I said and looked him straight in the eye.

He stood up so quickly I barely saw it. "Abilene, I love the way that you know how to speak more than one language, I love the way that you always keep your hair up because you can't see with it down. I love the hair you have on your arms and the hair on your stomach. I love your little tummy because you are not a stick like all the other girls in the model industry."

He was right in front of me now.

" I love your eyes and your eyelashes. I love how you never wear makeup. I love the way you play piano. I love your jokes and the way you laugh. I love how you let everything roll off of you." I looked away when he placed his hand under my chin. "I love the way you can be so innocent and naughty at the same time. I love how you don't wear revealing shirts because you don't want the attention."

"I love how you read books so quickly and treat them with more love than you treat your phone at times. And Abilene, I love you." Niall pressed his lips to mine.

"Will you be mine again?"

"Niall I need time." I said, breaking the bubble around us.

"Okay, so I just confessed my love to you, and you need time?"

"Yes."

"I think you should go." he said, hurt at my words.

"I love you." I whispered and walked out the door.

This is so much pressure. I can't handle this. I'm a senior for gods sake.

--

I walked into the bathroom in my empty house. Was I rude to Niall? Should I ask him to come over?

Probably.

I called Niall and asked him to come over. I stared in the mirror before seeing what a mess my room was in.

I ran out but it was wet, somehow, and slipped.

The ceiling was the last thing I saw before darkness took me under it's wing.