Him//Sam Pottorff

My Life

*sammys pov*
When I was 11 I came home crying because this group of kids were making fun of my weight and I saw a video and it was in my recommended and it was a video of a really cute boy. It was titled "I Suck". I watched it and found out that this adorable boys name was Sam Pottorff. I fell so hard for the way he talked and the way he acted. I checked out his channel and him and his friend Kian Lawley made vlogs and covers of songs. He was so cute. My mom came home and yelled at me to go to my room as always. I went into my room and fantasized over Sam Pottorff and me meeting someday. That was the day i started saving money for an event to see him. Along the way as I was saving up my mom told me how worthless I was, my dad became an alcoholic drunk heap, my grandpa died, my best friend got cancer and I was really depressed. I started cutting telling myself that once I met Sam that I would stop. On my 16th birthday I reached my goal of 500$ . I had enough money to see the love of my life! whatever he probably doesn't even know I exist even though I have tagged him in so many pictures and tweets. He has been there for me when he didn't even know it. He is the one, or am I wrong?