Him//Sam Pottorff

realizing it

*sams pov*
we were on the road going to the amusement park. and I asked
"so do you like roller coasters" and she replies with
"well not really but I'm willing to do anything if it will make you smile." I can tell she is crushing on me. but does she love me like I love her? we entered the park and I asked
"what about that one?" she said
"yea lets go" with a shaken voice. the fact that she was willing to try something new made me fall even harder. damn that's so attractive. we were in the front row of the coaster and she was terrified I could tell because she was holding the seat so hard her knuckles were turning white. I reached for her hand and she calmed down but as soon as the coaster started she held onto my hand like there was no tomorrow. it was really cute that she would do this and then I put our intertwined fingers in the air and she then put her other hand in the air. she was starting to get used to it. the coaster stopped and I said
"we don't have to ride these if you don't want to." and she said
"maybe one kiddy ride and then we can go." I nodded and we went to tilt-a-whirl.
*sammys pov*
he was smiling and laughing the hole time and i was thinking to myself
"I want you to be mine" then he said
"okay then" and I shouted
"I SAID THAT OUT LOUD!!" and he nodded and I blushed so much. I really do love this boy. does he feel the same way? we were on our way home and we were just asking questions back and forth to get to know each other better. and there was plenty of laughing and smiling. when we got back to the hotel he asked if I wanted to go swimming. I nodded and got ready. I got into my bikini and looked at myself in the mirror. forgetting about my scars. I stopped cutting like I had promised myself but you could still see them. I peaked my head out the door to ask Sam for some shorts.
"hey Sammy boy can I borrow a pair of shorts?" then he asked
"what for?" and I replied
"to swim in..." he opened the door too quick for me to prevent it while saying
"you probably loo..." oh lord he saw them. he now had tears in his eyes. he finally broke the awkward silence by saying
"Sammy don't treat your skin like paper." and I said.
"I'm already done with it I promised myself I would stop once I met you. now can I have some shorts?" he went to get me a pair of his shorts. I closed the door and changed into them they were big but they worked.