Him//Sam Pottorff

when i woke up

*sams pov*
she probably hates me. I ran trying not to think about the fact that the girl of my dreams would hate me. then I herd footsteps behind me and Sammy yelling
"Sam please stop" I did and she came to me and started rambling saying
"Sam this isn't your fault and if they have half a mind to tell you that it is then they..." I couldn't help myself I smashed my lips onto her plump perfect ones. I grabbed her face as I did so and it turned into a make out. 
*sammys pov*
it felt so good to be held like that. to be kissed like that then he whispered
"jump" I do as told and he grabs my thighs and I wrapped my legs around his torso. he held my head into the kiss. it was getting heated but I liked it. his lips felt so good on mine and sparks flew every which way. he walked me up to the room giving me love bites up my neck and on my jaw. then a kiss on my forehead. he was such a gentleman. we walked into my room and he placed me in the bed and asked
"will you be my girlfriend?" I never thought this could happen I was just a fan that wanted to meet him and never saw this coming. then it hit me Jessica. "what about Jess?" I asked him and he said
"her and I are done. she texted me saying "we're done I'm with someone else now"" I was in complete shock I never saw this coming. then i said
"Sam what about long distance. I can't stand not seeing you and hugging you and..." he interrupted me with a kiss. then he broke it and said
"we have the rest of the tour and we can skype all the time and I'll come and see you every so often and then you can move out to Cali when you get old enough" I immediately thought and said
"I was gonna move to Cali after I graduated anyway right?" then he said
"that's the spirit" I was dying I can't handle to stay away from my baby. I went to the bathroom my blade was in there. I brought it out and gave myself 3 fresh cuts. telling myself that this was just a dream. that this couldn't be real. he can't. I can't. no. I came out crying then Sam asked me
"babe what's wrong?" I said still crying.
"I just can't believe that I won't be able to see you or hug you or do this" I straddled him and gave him a powerful kiss. he ran his hands up my thighs and stopped. oh shit.
*sams pov*
I kissed her with passion and ran my hands up her thighs and felt something damp. I broke the kiss and looked at her thigh. I started crying without control. she immediately said
"I just can't believe that this is true. I don't want to lose you. or not see you."
I cried so much and finally got out.
"what started this. why did you even start this baby doll?" then she said.
"well when i was 13 my life was a shit whole. my best friend got Brest cancer. my grandpa  died. bullies got aggressive and were threatening me all because i was a new YouTuber. my grades were slipping. mom ignored me and yelled at me. dad couldn't care less. nothing was good. so I started and my last cut was the day before I met you. I cut for 3 years and no one cared. but I found you and it felt like someone did."I thought about how much this girl meant to me and told her
"well I do care that's for sure and I'm glad that you decided to stop. without all of that happening you wouldn't have been who you are today. a boss ass bitch" she giggled and said
"well your the one that saved me" and I had to say
"well I'm glad I did" we went to sleep in the same position as last night. my arm draped around her waist. she is perfect. I think I'm falling for her. and hard.