Him//Sam Pottorff

leaving her

*sams pov*
today is the day. the day that my baby leaves me. we have been together for the whole tour and now She will have to go back to Illinois. this isn't fair. what will I even do at home. skyping won't be enough. I wrote her a note like the one she wrote me when she met me. she didn't know it but I read it and was in tears.
*flashback to reading the letter*
I was in the hotel room and we were in Cleveland Ohio and it's almost the end of the tour and I remembered that i wanted to get a better look at the things my princess gave me when she met me. I love how she put these things in a jar she always knows how to be so creative with things. I immediately went to the bottom of the jar with the note in it so that i could read what she wrote to me. it reads. "Sam I can't begin on how much you mean to me... I was there when you and kian started making music vids/little vlogs. you were my first sub... you mean the world to me.. I know you don't know me but I feel as if we are best friends. I made enough money to come and see you I was so ecstatic. I love you with all my heart and you are an inspiration. you inspired me to make my own channel. you are everything to me. I know age difference wise it would never work but just know that I love you with my whole being. I used to be bullied and you saved me. you are still in the making of saving me. sorry if I cried when I met you I probably couldn't help it and said something stupid. but you are amazing and stay that way. you are amazing at what you do and will always be. stay you Samuel John Pottorff. you can mean the world to so many more people. just always keep them up. keep doing what ur doing. I love you ~Sammy R" she really meant that? I am so writing her one of these letters. it brought me to tears i can't believe she had been supporting me for that long. I looked at her peacefully sleeping she was so adorable and I am so glad to have her be mine.
*end of flashback*
all of the gang hugged her including grace and i and she said.
"I will never forget this tour. it was the most amazing experience of my life. I love you guys" we all replied with
"we love you too Sammy" she was in tears now and went over to grace and whispers something in her ear that I couldn't make out. she giggled and hugged her tighter. now was the hardest part. it was my turn. I said
"Sammy I am going to miss you and will call you every day and never let you forget me." I was now in tears
"how could I ever forget my Sammy boy?" She gave me a gentle look. She looked down and was sobbing now and leaned in and rested her head on my chest. I was breathing deeply and was crying too. i lifted her head and gave her a passionate kiss. one that I wanted to be like an I'll see you later kiss.
"I love you Samuel Pottorff"
"and I love you Samantha Rizzo" I am going to miss her and this will be hell. I hugged her again and slipped the note in her backpack making it obvious that something moved her backpack. Then she yanked away and ran down the gateway. I was sobbing my eyes out grace came and hugged me knowing that i needed it then everyone joined in. I was just sobbing in their arms.
"I love you so much Sammy and will never forget you" i hope one day we will break the distance. I love you princess.