Staying Together (h.s FanFiction) *editing

Maybe

I didn't realize I was leaning in when I felt his lips against mine. I tried finding that spark I used to have the one that I now have with Harry. There was absolutely nothing. I slowly pulled away and just broke down again. Will I ever get that spark again with someone else besides Harry.

Why did I even think we would work. He's a famous pop star with girls throwing themselves at him why would he just settle for someone like me. Maybe this is for the best.

Luke just smiled at me after the little accouter that just happened. Maybe we could try again.. I let my heart guide me back to Luke and smashed my lips against his. Our lips moved in sync as I guided us to my bed. Things got pretty heated quickly, and we began to undress each other. Wait what am I doing. I pulled away shocked, why did I just do that?

Should I stop? Maybe this will help forget about Harry for one night. Who's it going to hurt. Well Luke but we could get back together yeah that'd be nice. Get my old life back. I could move back here, Hailey could stay with the boys her and Lou are going strong so I don't want to ruin that.

I was so deep in thought I barley heard a phone ringing. Luke pulled away to take the call. After a few minutes he hung up. "I'm sorry I gotta go can we rain check?" He smiled. I just nodded and smiled back.

I decided to walk Luke out and as we walked into the living room all eyes were on us besides a certain pair of green ones. I gave Luke a quick kiss and with that he left.

"Well someone moved on fast." Louis mumbled.

"Fuck you too Lou." I barked.

I began walking back upstairs and stopped in the middle of the hallway because I heard a lot of banging and crying. I walked towards the guest room where it was all coming from.

"God you fucking ruin everything Harry. You lost her for good I hope your happy!!" Was Harry yelling at himself?

I got the urge to knock on the door. There was shuffling and a few mumbles before the door was opened to a teary eyed Harry. His eyes were bloodshot from all the crying and I'm sure mine were too.

He was about to say something but I just couldn't handle what it was going to be. Just seeing him like this shattered my heart even more if that's even possible. "I'm sorry I can't do this." I rushed and ran to my room.

-Authors note-

I'm so sorry loves I haven't updated in soooooooo long:( I'm going to try to update every day if I can. But next week Im finally going to see the boys in concert and I'm sooo excited!!!! I cried so much when I got the tickets.