A Kidnapper's Dream (Unedited)

-Chapter 10: Remember Me?-

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-Written By: LovableMonster-

-Chapter 10: Remember Me?-

I quickly open my eyes and feel my heart pound, race, and then jump. Someone enters the room and I think back to the night Luca kidnapped me. I wasn't as strong back then, I was depressed and confused. The figure races towards me and I try to scream out but a hand is clamped tightly around my neck and the other on my mouth. The hands are big and tan; belonging to Felix. He drags me out of the room and up into the main one of the huge building. I don't try to kick or fight him because I know it's useless and I know Luca will hopefully show up soon...

Luca is my knight who protects...

The chandelier still brightens the artistic room and the door to Annabella's room is shut tight. Felix lets my feet scrape against the tiles of the floor as I refuse. He thrusts me on the familiar couch and as soon as I try to get up and run he sits on top of me. He looks down at me like a pyscho and grins like a cat. He reaches at the table by the couch where there's a dirty newspaper, feather pens, and...Rope. He reaches his hands over for it grabs it and laughs at me. He ties pieces around my small wrists and ties the long piece up to a leg of the table.

I can't move at all and I can't scream for help as he places a disgusting cloth around my red lips and he ties it tightly around my head. He drags his fingers against my cheeks and then I suddenly remember that long ago night...I used to tell myself to forget it, to refuse to remember it because it was so traumatic for me...Suddenly the unwanted memory floods back like a river. I shut my eyes, hoping that I won't remember, but I do. I can't refuse them now...

When I was thirteen I was raped...

I was as foolish then as I am now...My parents weren't around much because they were involved in a lot of businesses. They didn't have much time for me back then, so I was always wandering off and I'd always come back with a received spanking. I wandered too far one day and I got lost. I was scared and so...so very young. Younger than I'd like to believe...

I don't know how I didn't recognize Felix before now...I was so young back then how would I remember..?

Felix was the man who raped me that long ago night...

A pig of a man found me and he was ever the perverted scum of the empty streets. He took me off to a dark alleyway far away from my home. A place where nobody could hear me scream or cry. That's where he raped me...Which is why I've never been able to trust or show a man any sign of emotion fully. That's why my feelings change so often towards men...

Then I had a baby, a bundle of joy...

I was only fourteen and my parents didn't know what to think of it. I didn't want to tell them the story, but eventually they got it out me. You can believe how ashamed and how ugly I felt... They never did find the father of my child, that scum, and I could never watch over a baby at that sort of age...So my parents and myself had to send my child off to a woman who could take care of my child and protect her...I was heartbroken but after many years I told myself to forget it all, to forget all the pain you had to endure Jessalyn...Until the day of that wretched circus and my parent's death...

I knew God would never let me live a happy life...

My eyes flood with tears and I try to struggle but it's useless. I've always felt useless my whole life, everyone being much stronger than me and more capable of the world and its cruelties.

Felix suddenly notices and smirks," Ah, Jessalyn the fun we had...do you remember it now?" He licks his lips, circling his tongue around them, and pulls out a kitchen knife from his right pocket. A small thing with a dingy handle that could still do a job.