You've got my wild heart (Brad Simpson fanfic)

prologue

“ let me hold you, for the last time”

I sat studying listening to Brad’s YouTube channel. He did this cover the day after we broke up. He told me he loved me and would never forget me, then after this video that was it. I ignored him. I was too upset. I thought I could never forgive him, until the day I found out it was a lie. Two weeks ago but it’s too late now. He will have forgot about me. He will have moved on. I mean he’s famous!

“ I can’t tell you something that ain’t real, oh the truth hurts but lies worse.”

**Flashback**

“ do you not understand! He’s doesn’t love you! He kissed me!” she screamed in my face.

“no he wouldn’t do that” I barely whispered, tears streaming down my face. It can’t be happening again. Why me? why does everyone cheat on me?

“ why would I lie I’m sorry but we love each other” I cant believe my best friend was saying this! So I ran, so no one could see me. I ran.

**Flasback End**

“its like running for the very last trainwhen its late”

I ignored him for around two months now, and he said part of forgetting about me was fully focussing on his lifelong passion, music. He loved it, sometimes more than anything. He used to sing whenever he could. He would sing to me to help me sleep and when I was stressed he would relax me with his amazing voice.

Well it wasn’t long after when I heard he met James McVey on youtube and then decided to make a band. Well I have to admit they are pretty amazing and I do like listening to them. Thelatest I’ve heard is there looking for a drummer and I’ve heard rumours about a lad called Tristan but there has been no announcement yet.

“oh it tears me up, I try to hold on"

I was stupid. I believed the lies. I didn’t think it was possible to have so much love like we did. So I believed anythink to try and prove it, but the truth is; we were special. We had it. We had love. And I let it go. I let him slip away from me. I made him go through hell. And now I want him back more than ever…