As sad as may seem I have finally found peace in many things this year it has taken me years to get to this point where I can finally talk about and not have hurt as much and to realize the I have so many people that would never hurt me.
I have built walls so high
I can't see anymore and that hurts the most not being able to be me, i feel like i'm standing alone and waiting for someone to break me out of my own head.
For me to be free
Me and "Mother" have never really got along and I always wanted to have a mother daughter relationship and one or two years ago I decided that i wanted to try and repair this and I tried and tried but I so realize that this was really toxic relationship I didn't want and the if she was not go to put enough effort and try and get to know the real me then I was done.
I don't talk to her unless I need to she still thinks that I need her but I have my aunt and she's always been their for me when needed her she is more of a mother than my own an I can never repay her for that
she has and always will be the support I need
Finding peace was a very hard and painful journey but I know that I have grown stronger because of this and I will alway remember holding a grudge only hurts you in the long run and the hate I had for my mother is still there but it's not as bad than what it was and I can live my life the way I want to
I Am Finally Free
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The Dark Inner Thoughts of The Mind
AcakA Collection of Poem's I Have Wrote What Means Something To Me I Wrote From My Heart These Are Thoughts We All Have In Our Daily Life's The Little Moments In Life Are What We Look For
