I'm Still Waiting

1.1

A week had passed and she knew that Drew was itching to speak to her, except she was an expert at ignoring and avoiding people. She invested all of her time into Matt hoping that it would deter Drew from talking to her. And it worked, quite well actually. She knew that he wouldn't come near her if she was with Matt simply because he wouldn't want to have to speak to him. As it turned out she was right, he did stay away just not as long as she would've liked.

She had just passed by his car and she was alone, just like that he was running towards her petite figure not thinking about anything but her.

'Kit!'

'Shit' he heard her mumble under her breath, and he couldn't help but wonder why she was ignoring him so much.

If he wanted to be truly truthful to himself he'd have to admit that he really missed her and her presence. There was just something about her that he couldn't put his finger on and as much as he hated to admit it he knew that it was something that he liked about her and maybe even loved. He knew it was crazy but there was something deep inside him that was stirred over the past few days.

She could hear him running closer to her and she knew it was too late. God dammit maybe she shouldn't have wasted so much time talking with her friends.

'Kit please' He said grabbing her arm to stop her from running away.

God dammit shit was so close to her car, so close yet so far away.

'Kit please talk to me. I- I don't know what I did wrong and I-I've mis -missed you.' He said hopelessly as he let out a sigh before adding 'And I don't know why I'm the one trying to get your attention when in reality it should be you trying to apologize for the way you acted like a complete bitch to me and Em last Friday.'

'I'm not going to apologize to you for anything that I've done because to be quite frank I don't give a shit if I hurt her feelings, I don't care if I sound like a bitch right now but it's true I don't care about her. You want to be her boyfriend go fucking ahead I won't stop but just keep in mind that you'll be losing me because to be quite blunt I hate, no I despise, her with everything in my empty soul. And the fact that she acts like a fucking saint in front of you and then like Satan's spawn when you're gone is fucking annoying. So no I'm not going to fucking apologize for the way acted last Friday because I don't regret anything that I did at the restaurant or afterwards at the park with Matt.' She said before ripping her arm from his grip and walking away with a single hidden and lone tear falling slowly down her face and then was joined with many more taking it's place the second she got into the car.

As she backed out of the parking lot she looked at him briefly through her rear view mirror and saw him look at her longingly for a few seconds before being joined by Em and giving her a quick kiss.

Oh how she wished it was her she was kissing.