I'm Still Waiting

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6:28 pm

Kit please talk to me

I don't want to Drew

So please leave me alone

What did I do wrong?

Nothing Drew you did nothing wrong

Then why the hell are you not talking to me?

Goodbye Drew

No Kit you don't get to leave after saying something like that..

I don't give two flying craps if you don't want to talk about it ok?

You're going to tell me what the hell I did wrong and stop acting so childish about it

You want me to explain?

Fine I will... but remember that you're the one who forced me into doing this

And after I tell you don't go crying to everyone or else I swear to God I will castrate you then bury you alive

I'm not mad at you

I'm mad at myself

And the shittiest thing is I don't want to be mad at you or me or even Em the bitch

But I have to because I fell for you and you let me

You fucking let me and you didn't notice and you went on with your business and asked Em out

Then you asked me to come with you and I'm sorry but I wasn't going to stand by and let myself wallow in self pity whilst you guys act like a picture perfect couple that came straight out of a Nicholas fucking Sparks movie ok?

So I took Matt with me and then we left early and had fun at the park and talked and he showed what life was like when I wasn't constantly thinking about you and to be completely fucking honest with you it was fun and I actually was enjoying myself...

He managed to get me to forget all about you and Em and my feelings for you for an entire weekend and that was the best feeling in the world

And now he's helping me get over you and there's a part of me that doesn't want to move on and is convinced that you really like me, like I like you, but then there's this bigger part of me that has already faced reality...

And right now that is the side that is winning...

So I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I fell for you, that I didn't do anything about it and most of all I'm sorry that I'm actually moving on...

✓ Seen at 6:45 pm