Jc Caylen Imagines.

Jc Leaves... part 4

Jc's POV: I sat staring at my phone, debating on calling her. I don't know if I should. I mean, a lot has happened and I'm 99.9% sure that she hates me now. I just got up and left. I probably hurt her more than I hurt myself. Of course I didn't cheat on her, I don't know why I left. She's called me so many times, and all I would do is stare at the phone as it rang. I didn't hit ignore or accept. I didn't do anything. I got all of her texts she sends me. I don't reply, or even read them... I've recorded everything that I've been feeling and seeing as I traveled. I am out of L.A., I'm in Florida. 

   I hate not being with her. She means more to me than anyone else. I mean, I love Kian and all, but she is literally my entire existence. My family is my heart, but I don't have my heart, she does. But now, I'm not even sure she has it... I'd be upset with me too. 

I took a deep breath and clicked the call button. It rang for a few seconds, then I finally heard my angel's voice. 

"J-Jc?" Her voice was small and cracked, like she was crying already. 

"Hey baby." 

"W-Why are y-you calling m-me?" She was stuttering. I took another deep breath to contain myself from letting tears flow. 

"Please listen to me. Okay? I know I've hurt you by leaving you, I know that. But I just want you to know that I never stopped thinking about you. I haven't been with anyone else. It's just been Wishbone and I. That's all it will ever be until I come back to you. I promise. I love you (y/n). Forever and always. It's been so hard without you. Being without you is agonizing. I know I left you, not the other way around. But if you trust me, and still love me, I will always find my way back to you. I'm coming back for you baby. Okay?" 

There was silence... 

"Jc, I love you. I never stopped. I knew in my heart that you would at least try and call me. Thank you... But I don't know what to say. You just left, and my heart can't take that... Kian has been here for me. He planned on taking me out tonight, to dinner, since I haven't left the apartment ever since you left. I stopped eating, sleeping... Everything. I just wanted you back. The eight months have been hell for me. I want to stop loving you, but I can't. I'm in love with you, that isn't going to change."

At this point, I know she was crying, a lot. 

"I'm so sorry... I'm coming home to you, I promise. I'll be home soon. I love you so much baby, to the moon and back." Then I hung up. 

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!!!