Hours past and all was but darkness, I could only hear mumbles, or fogged up words. Most of them shouts piercing my heart. I alone, was afraid, afraid I was going to lose Thomas. Soon days past, then weeks all the while the pain in my bones was not the only thing killing me, the worry for the possibility of me losing Thomas was giving me more pain then the shattering.feeling in my bones. Did I deserve him, of course not. Had I won him, yes. Was he mine,... I didn't know. I seemed like eternity before my eyes decided that they were going to open. But when I opened them, the thing I feared most was that Thomas was no where insight. I sat up, I was in a tan walled room, and there were other men and wom spread across the room on cheap hay bedding. Some were coughing, some were as still as if they had been tightly wrapped with string. One man in the corner was holding a cloth to his head and as pulled it away you could see as fresh blood trickled down the side of his skull. All of this caused me to become lite headed and I reached out my arm to balance me, though the small table side bed next to me toppled over and down I went off the side of the bed.a shooting pain went threw my bones, the affect slowly wearing off. I screamed and many off the people in the room looked at me not necessarily for pitty but instead for the meds own comfort. A women in a blood splattered dress came running over to me. She grabbed my wrist and helped back into the bed, "Miss you are not well, you must stay in your bed!" I rolled my eyes at her, "yah because I fully intended to fall out of the bed just then." She scolded, "that tisn't a good thing to do Miss. Sharpe" I shook my head, "jeez, learn some sarcasm, God." She jumped, "Miss, you should be more polite." I leaned up against the wall, "any other rules you need me to learn?" She smiled and pulled up a stool, "well since you asked." I closed my eyes and let my head fall up against the wall behind me, "alright, here we go, better make myself comfortable." She laughed, "oh, your so silly, it won't be that bad." I thought to myself, I'm going to hate this girl."