.:Roller Coaster:.

Suicide

I have disappointed everybody in my life, I'm a mistake to this world.

My family and friends deserve someone much better.

I know they would be upset after my death, I don't want to leave them, I love them too much.

But my pain hurts too much, it's destroying me slowly every single day.

I'm told to stay strong, keep fighting etc. But they don't understand, I've already lost.

I didn't choose to be depressed,

I can't help it, I was born with this horrible disorder.

My depression is going to win one day, I just know it.

Who needs me anyways? I'm useless.

I just hide in my room and play my games.

I barely talk to my family.

I'm messed up in so many ways,

I don't deserve to be alive.

I think I'm better off to be a ghost, then I am a human being.

I don't want to end my life,

I don't want to leave my loved ones,

I just want to end my pain.

~Asialeigh