I still love and care for you
Justin's POV
Sometimes I wish me and Selena had a relationship out of the spotlight. So much pressure was being put on us when we were dating, and plus it was hard to do the right thing sometimes. Both of us made mistakes, but I take most of the blame. I hurt her way more than she hurt me.
I hate this 'keep our distance'. The only way for me to distract myself from her is by being with Fredo, friends, the studio or with family. The problem is Fredo is in Florida, my friends aren't the people I wanna be around at the moment, and my family are in Canada. So I guess that leaves me to the studio.
Selena's POV
It's been a couple weeks since me and jay have spoken after I had said we should keep our distance. Honestly this is killing me. I think keeping my distance from him is hurting me more. I hope I'm not the only one feeling like this. Maybe I should call him? I'll figure it out later.
I went downstairs, smelling delicious breakfast. Yum.
"Well Goodmorning miss Gomez, actually its noon" Ashely laughed. My eyes widened.
"NOON?!" I turned my phone on seeing all my emails and texts, turning it off Do Not Disturb. Shit.
"I knew you'd be sleeping in so I started making breakfast 30minutes ago for you" she smiled, putting eggs on a plate with toast for me.
"Thank you so much Ashley" I sat down and ate while reading and replying to all my emails and texts. Finally I got to the last message. My stomach did flips, and my heart began to race. Justin.
From Justin:
Hey...um I hope this isn't just me. But it's really killing me not being able to talk to you, even if we're just friends.I re-read the text like 10times before I could get myself to reply to him.
To Justin:
Hey jay.. It's not just you. I've been feeling the same. It's been driving me nuts. Let's meet up tonight?From Justin:
Yeah. Meet me at my studio. See you soon.I smiled to myself catching Ashley's attention.
"Whats got you smiling?" She asked. Sitting down next to me.
"Me and Justin are meeting tonight, at his studio, to talk I guess" I shrugged. She raised her eyebrows. She's not the biggest fan of Justin but she respects my decisions and sticks by me no matter what.
"Ohh well, is this like an overnight taaalk? Or like just a normal talk and you'll be home tonight" she asked.
"Honestly I don't know what kind of talk this is, we just need to see each other" I told her, getting up to put my plate in the sink, "I'm gonna get ready and then head out, I'll text you if I end up not making it home".
"Okay" she laughed.
I went into my room, got dressed, straightened my hair, and then put on light makeup before heading out. I hope tonight goes alright. I really don't want it to go wrong and then it be bad between us.
I arrived at Justin's studio through the back so I wouldn't be seen, but I probably did. I turned the engine off and texted him that I was here. I got out and slightly jogged to the door and entered to see Justin standing at the end of the hall. His hair was messy and his frown turned into a smile, which made me smile.
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FanfictionJustin does everything that he can to show Selena that he is trying to change his ways and be better for her. He wants her to know he'll do anything to get her back. Will he succeed of fail?