Panic! At The Disco Group Chat

4.

[once again, a personal chat between brendon and ryan]

brendamn: hi

ryan?¿: hi

ryan?¿: sorry about what they were saying. they're cool and stuff but the stuff they say is just..

brendamn: oh

brendamn: its ok

brendamn: sorry i didnt respond to your messages sooner. i fell asleep. i just woke up to see what all was going on in the group chat.

ryan?¿: oh

ryan?¿: i meant it

brendamn: what you said?

brendamn: so did i

ryan?¿: oh

ryan?¿: why me though

brendamn: bc you're cute?? but not just that i mean

brendamn: you're a good person, inside and out. you seem so amazing. like, the way your face scrunches up when you laugh is beautiful, and the way your eyes sparkle when you're happy is beautiful. and the way you help your friends is beautiful. everything about you is beautiful, and i just want to know more. sorry if that sounds creepy, but uh, yeah.

ryan?¿: oh

ryan?¿: i mean

ryan?¿: lets kinda talk about this irl then on the phone

brendamn: but are you okay with that? like thats all i want to know

ryan?¿: i

ryan?¿: i feel like i can believe you, strangely.

ryan?¿: cliche, i know

brendamn: it isnt cliche

brendamn: i just

brendamn: hope you can find the best in me??¿ and not see me like you said you did?¿

ryan?¿: i already saw you as the best. i always did.

brendamn: oh

ryan?¿: does that creep you out??

brendamn: im happy you said that, actually.

brendamn: i gtg. we can talk about this on monday. but for now, can we still just talk? without it being awkward

ryan?¿: it wont be awkward

brendamn: good

ryan?¿: so are we friends now?

brendamn: for now yes

ryan?¿: "for now"

brendamn: yes. bye, ryan!

ryan?¿: bye bren

[2 p.m]

ryan?¿: hopefully more, sometime soon.

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i feel like this chapter is kinda ew but oh well