Our Tomorrow

Chapter 1

"What are you doing?" I jump a little when Chen hold my shoulder,scaring me.

I put my guitar down and showed him the lyrics and notes I wrote before going into my own little world of music again.

"You're writing another song? About your sister again?"

I nodded then slightly pushed him away.I can't focus when I'm with this talkative guy.He's too noisy for me to handle.

"Yah! You're being rude." He sat closer to me "Look at the person who's talking to you.Gosh!"

I sigh but didn't look at him and instead I put my earbuds on even though there's no song playing.This should block at least a little sound of his noisy loud voice.

"Yah! Kim Taeyeon! Take the earbuds off,now!" I heard him say but I turn my back on him "Is this how you treat your bestfriend?" He continue "Tsk! You're being so so so impolite."

I took my earbuds off and push him off the sofa "How did you even get into my house? Who said we're bestfriends?" I ask.

He frown "Then we are not.Tsk! I'm leaving." He stand up slowly and walk slowly towards the door.He's probably thinking that I will stop him but he reach the door without even me saying a single word "Fine! I'm leaving." He pout then made his way outside where his car is parked.

I smile secretly as I watch his car go down the road form the living room's window.

It's not that I don't like him here.I just...I don't want him to see how my family is.He'll feel more pity towards me and I don't want that.

I sat back down and continue writing my song.I look at my composition and tried singing it while strumming my guitar.

Miss you~I really miss you~I miss the way we do things together~Sparkling,smiling,hello to our to-

For the tenth time,I ripe the paper out of my notebook and crumbled it.This isn't right! Nothing's going right!

"Noona,let's eat." I heard Minseok called from the dinning room.

I stand up "NamJoo! Please clean the living room!" I called to my personal maid as I kick some of my crumbled paper on the floor.

"Ne!" She came holding a trash can and started cleaning my mess.I mumbled a small thank you and went to the dining room where I saw Minseok eating alone.

I sat down and let the maid put food on my plate "You should have waited for me." I said to my brother "If umma and appa can't eat with us then we should at least eat together and try to make this family work out."

He put his chopsticks down and look at me "I think it's working out though." He said expressionless "Taeyeon-noona...it always been like this so no worries.Nothing can get worse on this family,right?" He smile forcefully then stand up "I'm done eating." He said then headed back to his room upstairs.

I play with the pork on my plate then stand up without even eating.I suddenly lost my appetite.

As I was about to go to my room,umma enter the house looking so tired.

"Aunt Choi,please bring coffee on my office." Umma said then went straight on her office without even greeting me.

I rush to the kitchen and took a cup and coffee beans.Every time umma goes home I will make coffee for her then let Aunt Choi bring it to her office.

"Here." I handed it to Aunt Choi then went to my room.

I look around.There's two bed,two study table,two closet and toys.I sat down on my bed and ask myself,Why am I even staying on this darn room?,As my eyes focus on the bed across mine.