Play Your Cards Right

Chapter 5: You'll Regret This

Thousands of emotions twirled around inside me. Fear from my past has finally come back to haunt me.Anger from actually trusting someone again just to be treated the same way. Stupidity for falling for him so easily and not being careful. And finally, Disappointment. I was sad that Niall turned into what I never thought he would be.

I couldn't stand to be around him. Tears started to stream down my face. I quickly wiped them away not wanting to show him my face. I wasn't a crier. The only time Niall's seen me cry is when I came to his house that terrible night and even then I still tried to hide it.

I settled my self in the car and angrily put the key in the ignition wanting to get away from the world.

"Wait! I got really carried away. I'm sorry, no one has ever made me feel this way.." He stopped the car door from closing.

I was an emotional wreck. Dark memories of Dylan still circled around in my mind.

"Sure." I mumbled not believing a word he said and pushed his hand out the door then slamming it shut. He hit the window with his fists asking for me to open it. I took a couple of minutes to just sit there and focus on my breathing. I counted to twenty and lowered the window.

"Please forgive me. I shouldn't of tried that with you. I know that's how it all started. Why am I SO STUPID?" Niall cried at my window. Tears were actually coming down his face. I've never seen him cry and I hated it. The sight of his puffy eyes and wet face was contagious and immediately I joined him.

No matter how bad my life gets, he was always there to help. Deep deep Down... Even though I will never admit it. He was still my best friend. My mind was telling me to drive away, but my heart was telling me to stay. I care for him too much.

"You're going to regret this." The little voice in my mind warned. I ignored it knowing there will be consequences later.

"I'll g-give y-you another chan-ce." I whimpered while my eyes were pouring.

"You will?" He sat up wiping the streaming tears off my cheeks.

"I guess." I sniffled, "I'm not kissing you anymore until I feel comfortable to though." He opened the car door and carried me out bridal style.

"Thank you. I'm so sorry." He nuzzled his head on my shoulder pulling me into a enormous hug.

"It's ok." I muttered and picked up the thrown decorations of the lawn,

"No it's not ok. Ill make it up to you." He smiled and helped me with the bags. Why did i forgive him so easily? Was I really falling in love with my best friend? I know we've been dating for about 30 minutes now, but I feel like we've been together for years.

"Ok throw away all feelings what so ever." I said to him shaking my hands. Time to put on the 'not dating' act for everyone.

"You know I can't do that, but I can act it." He smiled with those big eyes of his, "remember my fabulous fake crying on the car ride to the store?" He was trying to lighten the mood and help me recover.

"Yeah." I giggled trying to calm myself before entering Zayn's front door.

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A/N:)

Sorry this chapter is so short.... I haven't had enough time to sit down and just write.. Ugh:(

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