NCIS: LA FANFICTION: Madison

Morning

      "Madison Quinn, you mother killed herself last night" the cop said. I stopped breathing and fell to the floor. I put my hand on my mouth and the other on my stomach. I felt tears streaming down my face. "No!" I cried. "Maddie...Madison!" I opened my eyes. Uncle Deeks sat at the end of my bed. "Did you have the dream again?" He wiped my tears. "Every night." I sniffled. "I wish it had been just a dream." I stared at the floor. "Hey...everything okay?" Kensi walked in. She was wearing a flannel and jeans. "She had the dream again." Uncle Deeks said. "This is making me nervous now." She looked straight at Deeks. I got ready and hopped in the car. "What the hell are you wearing?!" Deeks freaked out. "Clothes." I said. I was wearing a crop top and short shorts. "Not enough." He said. "I have a sweatshirt." I rolled my eyes. "Watch that eye roll." He pointed at me. "What the hell is your issue?!" I asked annoyed. "What is this attitude?" He asked. "I'm just not in a great mood." I crossed my arms. He sighed and drove us to ops. I got out of the car and went inside. Sam was sitting with a guy. He looked about 16. "Hey Sam." I sat down. "Hey, Maddie. This is my son Aiden." Sam smiled. "Hey." He shook my hand. "Hi." I blushed. "Sweatshirt...now." Uncle Deeks said walking in. I put it on. "We have a case...you guys can go to the mall or something." Deeks said. "Okay." Aiden said grabbing his keys. I followed him outside. He was so cute. "So...are you visiting your uncle?" He asked. "No I live with him. My mom was a drug addict and I put her in rehab and she stole a knife from the kitchen and...um...killed herself." I got choked up. "I'm so sorry." He said. "It isn't your fault." I said. "I know but that's rough...what about your dad?" He asked. "No one talks about him much...I have never met him." I said. "Oh..." He sighed. We got to the mall. We walked into Tilly's and I saw Jessie Mergen. The most popular girl in school. I gasped and jumped behind some clothes. "What is it?" He crouched next to me. "That girl is awful...she always has an awful thing to do or say to me." I bit my lip. He grabbed my hand and dragged me in her direction. "Hey loser...oh who is this?" She blushed. "I'm Aiden...her boyfriend." He pulled me close. I was shocked. "Wow...um...I never thought you could have a boyfriend." She was embarrassed. "You never gave me a chance to let you find out...lets go, babe." I said sassily. We walked away. "OMG!!! Where did that come from." I was so shocked I said that. "I have no idea...we make a good team." He smiled. "Yah we do." I blushed. We went back to OPS and everyone was there. "Deeks, you know you have to let her do this." Kensi said to Deeks. "Let who do what?" I asked. "We need you to interrogate someone for us." Hetty said. "Hetty..." Deeks started. "Not your decision." Hetty said. I nodded and Deeks and Kensi took me to the Boat Shed. "This is so exciting...Hetty knows I want to be an NCIS agent when I get older." I skipped inside. "Maddie, I have to tell you something about this guy..." Uncle Deeks started. I lifted my eyebrows. "He...um...is your father." He bit his lip. I almost passed out. I couldn't even talk. I looked at Sam and motioned for his file. I walked into the interrogation room. He was sitting calmly. He had dark black hair, sky blue eyes and stubbled facial hair. "You look familiar...wait...are you Samantha Deeks' daughter. How old are you." He asked. I glared at him. "Fifteen.", "Fifteen? Oh...um...interesting." He gulped. "Umhm...Andrew Quinn...or should I say dad." I didn't take my eyes off him. He looked uncomfortable. "Why did you kill Johnathan Jerkin?" I asked. "I didn't." He said. "Then who did?" I stared in his eyes. I had dreamed of the day my dad and I would meet. I thought he would show up at our house, kiss my mom and bring me a toy when I was younger. But...now I realize he is a criminal. "I don't know, but last time I talked to him a guy named Samuel Kip was in a bad argument with him." He said. Deeks walked in and told me to hang here. Aiden stayed with me and we watched him on the camera. It was just us. "So...he is your father?" He asked. "Yah...he seems like an asshole." I sighed. "Go talk to him." Aiden said. I looked at him like he was crazy. "I won't tell anyone." He said. I stood up and walked in. "What?." He said. I didn't say anything. "What the hell do you want now?" He asked. "Did you ever know me?" I asked. "No...she never told you huh?" He smiled. "Told me what?" I asked. "You were never wanted...if she ever told you she hated you that was true." He said. I thought back to the day she was taken to rehab. She screamed she hated me until the drive her away. "What do you mean?" I said bitterly. "I raped her...and I beat her. Her screams were the best part." He smiled. I started to tear up. "I'm glad she got pregnant with you...now you know you were a mistake." He laughed. "Did you really think anyone loved you...your uncle was the one who chased me out of the house. He was pissed...he didn't want you around. He doesn't want you around now. You are just the memory of when your mother was raped." He laughed even harder. I screamed at him. I was so angry I don't even remember what I said. All I know is it pissed him off enough to throw me I the ground. He punched my in the nose. I kicked him in the balls and he cried out. I got on top of him and punched him twice. He was strong and he threw me against the wall. "I kicked your mama's ass just like I'm kicking yours." He yelled. I ran at him and he picked me up and threw me down. He hit me a few more times until Sam ran in and cuffed him. I saw Aiden standing at the door next to Kensi. Deeks helped me up, but I pushed him away. I tried walking but collapsed Sam picked me up and carried me into the other room. "What were you thinking!" Deeks yelled. "Don't talk to me! How dare you not say anything!" I cried. "Because you weren't ready to hear it...especially now. Your mother killed herself a month ago." He said. I knew now it was my fathers fault...but mostly mine. I was the reason she did drugs. I am the reason she had nightmares all the time. I made her remember it all. I made Uncle Deeks remember it too. He despised me...but he was to decent to make me live somewhere else. I was the reason my grandmother was never completly grandmotherish to me. I couldn't blame anyone but myself. I couldn't even speak. So, I got up and I ran out of the boatshed. "Madison!" Deeks yelled after me. I stopped at the edge of the dock. All I could think about is the pain I cause everyone...so I jumped. It was deeper than I thought. I was about to drown when someone pulled me out of the water. Deeks. I tried to squirm out of his arms, back to the water. All I could think about is dying. "Die! Die! Die!" A voice in my head screamed. I kept trying to leave his arms. He hand cuffed me. I kept squirming and squirming. "Stop it." He said. I got out of his arms...but Sam caught me. He wouldn't let me out of his arms. They put me in the interrogation room, but it was empty. My father was gone. Where did they put him?