Maddie's POV:
I sat down in shock. "What is it?" Deeks asked. "It's my mom...she is telling me to die." I said. "What? Maddie it's just in your head." Deeks explained. "No! It isn't it's all true." I sniffled. "Maddie..." Kensi started. "No...why. Won't you just let me die?" I asked. "Maddie! How could you even ask that!" Deeks asked. "How could I not? You were crying to Kensi...I am reminding Kensi of Jack. Sam and Callen are surprised at me. Hetty doesn't even know what to do with me. Granger is just...and Eric and Nell are just...my mother is dead and she wants me to die!" I cried. "No..." Deeks started. "Yes! I heard her say she hated me when we visited her and she said it when I left the room. I heard it. I just I can't!!! It's my fault she died. Im the reason she committed suicide. I reminded her of rape and I made her stop drugs. I just..." I couldn't say anything else. Deeks just came and hugged me. "This isn't your fault. Your mother was off of drugs for a long time and it was too hard...she loved you." He kissed my head. "Just let me die."
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NCIS: LA FANFICTION: Madison
Random15 year old Maddie is coping with her mothers death with her Uncle...but can she cope with the challenges she has to face?
