Calum kissed me, and I kissed back. Honestly, I surprised myself because I wanted it so badly. I had wanted it since I saw him at the hospital. Maybe I wanted it long before then, but I couldn't remember.
I also found out that I had a boyfriend that even Calum didn't know about. I could see that it hurt Calum. I didn't mean to, I didn't know I had a boyfriend.
So, when Calum said, "Don't worry about it, mate. We're just friends," and walked away, I had to go after him.
"Calum! Calum, stop walking away from me!" I shouted.
He stopped and turned around, "Why? I'm not going to pretend that nothing happened just a few minutes ago, and you have a boyfriend, so go and kiss him!"
I was shocked. I couldn't believe he would say that to me. "How dare you!?" I shout.
"I didn't know that I had a boyfriend! If I did, I wouldn't have kissed you back, no matter how badly I wanted to, but I did kiss you back. It was amazing, too. It may not have been as great for you, but I don't regret it," I said, and he took a step closer.
He cupped my face with both of his hands and said, "Are you kidding? It was the best kiss I have ever had, but it wouldn't be fair to Ryan. He had you before I realized that I had any feelings for you. Give him a chance, and see how it goes."
"How do I know if this guy is even really my boyfriend? He could be some kind of psycho killer or a pervert that stalks me!"
He just laughed and said, "I'm sure he's neither of those things. Just give him a chance, alright? I mean there must have been a reason for you to date him, even if you didn't tell me about him before."
Then, it was my turn to laugh, "Maybe you're right. I'll give him a chance."
He smiled and kissed my forehead.
"Good, now go talk to him. Get to know him, and figure out why you started dating him," he said.
I nodded and walked over to Ryan.
When he saw me, he had the biggest smile on his face.
"So, who is he?" he asked.
"He's Calum, my best friend," I replied.
"Did you tell him to piss off? You're my girl, and I won't let anyone take you away from me," he said.
"I don't even know you!" I said.
"We've been dating for over a year! How can you not know who I am? Was it the accident?" he asked.
"I never said anything about an accident," I said, and he looked guilty.
"Uh, well, your brother called me and told me," he said, although I wasn't sure if I believed him.
"Okay, well, I lost my memory. The only thing I remembered when I woke up was Calum's name."
"Oh..." he trailed off.
"I decided to give you a chance, but if it doesn't work out, we're done," I said and he nodded.
I didn't really want to be with him. I wanted to be with Calum, but he was right, I needed to give Ryan a chance.
"Well, Calum and I are going to his flat to drop off my stuff," I said and he said that he understood.
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After, Ryan left, Calum walked over and said, "How'd it go?"
"Fine, I guess. He told me that my brother told him about the accident."
Calum looked at me suspiciously, "That's weird, your brother doesn't even have a phone, and he doesn't really talk to people," Calum said.
"To be honest, I'm not sure I trust him. I mean, with you, I knew immediately that I could trust you, but with him, I feel like I can't," I confessed.
"Well, I guess you'll just have to see how it goes," he said.
I nodded and we got into the van. When he turned on the radio, a really catchy song came on. It sounded familiar, but I couldn't place it.
"It's called Voodoo Doll."
"What?" I asked. 'Did he just read my mind?' I thought.
"The song. It's called Voodoo Doll."
"Is it yours?" I asked.
He nodded, "My band mates and I wrote it a while ago."
"It's really good. I really like the lyrics. I think this part might be my favorite."
Every time you're near me, suddenly my heart begins to race.
Every time I leave, I don't know why my heart begins to break.
"Yeah, that's Luke's solo. He always gets into the music he plays. It's like he has experienced the feelings that the lyrics imply," he said.
I smiled and said, "That's how every musician should be. I'm sure that you and your other band mates are the same way."
"Yeah, I think we all are in different ways. Like Ashton, he always gets into his drumming. That's what he focuses on and he makes the weirdest facial expressions when he does. The fans love it though. And Michael, he's always rocking out when he's playing his guitar, whether it be acoustic or electric," he said.
"What about you? How do you get into your singing and bass playing?" I asked.
"I think of you."
I blushed and looked down.
"It's true, you are the reason I'm doing this in the first place, so I think of you and what you've done for me. Even if you don't remember it, I do, and it has changed my life," He confessed
I kissed him on the cheek and said, "Thank you, that's really sweet."
"No problem," he said as we arrived to his flat.
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Hope you liked this chapter! Chapter 4 should be up on Friday!
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Amnesia
FanfictionCalum has looked after Amber ever since she was born, when he was around four years old. He always felt the need to protect her, but he never knew why. Amber knew she was in love with Calum before he and his band, 5 Seconds of Summer, were famous. S...