Dear Diary (Niam Horayne)

Chapter 9: First Time Is An Accident

~Liam’s P.O.V~

“Argh why did I do that? WHY!?

I kissed him Diary! I don’t know if I did it because of our position, or if it was because of him being him… We had had a battle on the ground, after I had slipped and pulled him with me down, I won as I was on top and had his arms pinted over his head.

I don’t really know what came over me, but I kinda seducing him, and god I’m telling you: He is so cute when he’s blushing!

I noticed that he didn’t look me in the eyes, but he was defiantly looking at me! It took some time for me to realize that he was looking at my lips, and I couldn’t help but look at his, from far away they looked thin, but once you got closer his lips were actually plump.

Slowly I leaned in –not that I needed to, we were so close already- and BAM! I was kissing him, first he didn’t response but I couldn’t pull away now, so I prayed to god that Niall would kiss me back.

And he did, ever so slowly his lips began to move against my own, his eyes closed and mine did too as I got lost in the kiss. My grip on his arms loosened and I felt him pull them out of it, I started to mentally panic, terrified that he would push me away, but he took me by surprise and pulled me closer.

We didn’t deepen the kiss, not adding any tongue, we were just keeping it simple, but it was the best kiss I have ever had, it was slow, gentle and sweet.

As we kept kissing my thoughts had to ruin it for me “did he really want to kiss me back or did he just do it because he was shocked?” that thought cursed me to pull away, he didn’t want to kiss me, it was obviously wasn’t it? Niall only kissed back because of shock.

Our eyes opened at the same time, and he had a small smile on his face I blushed and looked away so he wouldn’t see the tears that was forming in my eyes “sooooo?” Niall asked dragging the ‘O’ out, I couldn’t say anything I just wanted to get away from there, so I helped him up and ran.

I could hear him call after me but I didn’t stop, the tears from my eyes mixed with the cold rain -Oh yeah it was raining, that’s why I slipped yah know-  I speeded up and in a matter of minutes I was at my front door, I stood there for a little while to get my breath back to normal. I dried my face of with my jacket sleeve.

I took a deep breath and opened the door “I’m home!” I yelled as I took of my jacket “in the kitchen!” my mom shouted, I smiled and followed the amazing smell of freshly baked cookies, I walked into the kitchen as my mom placed the warm cookies on the counter “dear god sweetie, what happened to you?!” her eyes widened with shock.

I looked down at myself; my pants were ripped at both knees and revealed some angry red skin with a little blood stepping out, and my t-shirt was a bit darker at the top –because of sweat (yummy) – “oh nothing really, you see as I was walking home it began to rain, I decided to run but I tripped over my own foot and yeah” I shrugged, I didn’t need to tell her the real reason.

She looked at me closely “Liam sweetie, is that the truth?” she asked, I nodded “then tell me why your eyes are all red and why your lips are swollen? I find it unbelievable that you’d cry just because of that” she nodded slightly towards my knees “and I don’t understand why your lips would look like that if you really did trip, so why don’t you just tell me the truth?” she said firmly.

I swallowed, damn it why didn’t I think about that?! Now I had to tell her and I really didn’t want to, I sighted “can I get some dry cloths on first?” I asked, she gave me a glare “don’t you change the subject Liam. Sit” she pointed to a chair. I sighted and sat down looking at the counter in front of me.

My mom leaned over the counter “spill.” She demanded, I sighted again and looked up to meet my mother’s careing eyes “you know Niall right?” “That blonde boy you gave the French homework some weeks ago? Yeah what about him?” she asked “well, you see he had his arm broken because of some homophobic blokes beat him up on the second day of school” she nodded “yeah, but what does that have to do with this?” “Well I almost kissed him that day, but I didn’t because I knew then that we were being watched by Ann Miles…” I explained

“Okay? But again: what does that have to do wit-“ “mom, if you really want to know, let me explain and don’t interrupt me all the time!” I cut her off “sorry sweetie, continue” she smiled I sighted and continued: “well as I said I almost kissed him that day… and ehh… yeah today was his first day back, and he was close to being beat up again, but I defended him, and we agreed to walk home together

It began to rain and we kinda run against each other and I slipped on the sidewalk and I kinda pulled him with me down…  we had this battle, I was stronger than him and had his arms pinted over his head, and I… I kinda got lost at how close we were… it just happened, I kissed him…” I whispered the last part and looked down at the counter again.

“What did I just hear? Have Li li kissed someone?!”  Nicole squealed from the door, giving both me and mom a shock “Nicole, it’s rude to eavesdrop!” I said she smirked at me “oh shut up big boy, and give me some details!” she clapped her hands and sat down beside me, I desperately looked at mom for help but she just shrugged “well I can’t say I don’t want to know”

I groaned and hid my face in my hands, supporting my elbows on the counter “why can’t I have a normal family?” I mumbled “you love us too much, now tell us” Nicole chuckled,  I glared at her and just smiled “okay, okay but there’s not much to tell…” I sighted and took the cookie mom offered me “don’t be silly just tell us how it felt, was there any tongue action!?” Nicole asked.

“if you really want to know, then no, it was just a simple kiss, but it was amazing… just like Niall himself” I whispered the last part –hoping no one had heard- but the “awe’s” from both mom and Nicole told me they had heard it “Leeeeummmm’s gotta crush! Tell me about him, what does he look like? Is he sweet? I bet he’s a hottie” Nicole rambled.

I rolled my eyes, took a bite of my cookie and headed towards the stairs to get some dry clothes on, on my way I heard Nicole yell after me: “don’t think you can just walk away from this Liam! I’ll get my answers sooner or later!” god she reminded me of Ann there.

So yeah I’m a bit nervous for tomorrow, you know, but luckily I don’t have any classes with him tomorrow, but that doesn’t mean I won’t bump into him!

Xx Liam 16th September 2009"

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