Dear Diary (Niam Horayne)

Chapter 11: Second Time Is A Coincidence

~Liam's P.O.V~

"I've been ignoring Niall for almost two weeks now, and I'm telling you: it's NOT easy to ignore him when he sits right beside you and tries to talk to you!

Ugh, I hate this, but I don't know what else to do! I can't just go over to him and say: "Hi Niall, I just wanted to know if you kissed me back because you wanted to or if you did it because you were shocked" I mean come on, how am I supposed to get a fair answer out of that?

I guess I'll have to wait and see if Niall dose anything *sight*

Well I see you then Diary, I'm gonna go now if I don't want to be late for school!

Xx Liam 29th September 2009"

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~Niall's P.O.V~

"I've finally done it Diary...

After two weeks of being ignored, I had had enough.

Today was like every other day after the kiss; Liam wouldn't even look at me, and as soon as our class was over he was the first out of the door, I did try to find him, but after a couple of days I gave up, and returned to what I did before; playing guitar in the brakes.

As for Martin and Jeff (Bobs real name)

They're sending me death glares and mumbles "disgusting fag" whenever I pass them, but that's about it really, I think they're scared that Liam will kill them if they touch me again xD

Which leads me to my plan... I knew that Liam weren't in the cafeteria for more than a couple of minutes (wow stalker much?)

Anyways.

I waited for Martin and Jeff to exit the cafeteria, so when they did, I stopped them "hey listen here, I need your help." At first they wouldn't listen, but when I told them what it was all about and that I would pay them if they helped, they listened.

"So you want us to beat you again? And you're paying us? What's the down for us, oh yeah Liam! What are we gonna do if he comes and decides to beat us up instead huh!?" Jeff half shouted "that's a part of the plan, I need to tell him something, don't ask me what cause I won't tell.. And if he comes, I'll get him to stop, before it turns nasty okay?" I said with a steady voice.

After about 5 minutes they agreed, I paid them the money and then I could only wait...

I know it was stupid to ask them, but I didn't have any ideas beside that!

So at the end of our last break Martin and Jeff showed up, and began the torture, but after 20 minutes there was still no sign of Liam. Jeff added one last kick to my stomach and Martin blamed me for making them late for class, after that they disappeared.

I sighted and hopped to the restroom, to clean myself up a bit.

"Way to go Niall, you just got beaten up; you even paid them to do it! Did you honestly think that Liam would show up?" I angry mumbled to myself as I washed some blood of my hoodie "what?" a familiar voice asked from behind me.

I froze and looked in the mirror, but I couldn't see anyone, I heard a 'click' and a door to one of the toilets opened, revealing a shocked looking Liam.

"Liam I-" I began but he cut me off "please tell me it's not true" he shook his head "I'm sorry... but all you heard is true" I bowed my head. The sound of water running had me looking up, but it was just Liam washing his hands, so I looked down again.

After that there was just silence, I heard a sight and felt Liam's hand on my shoulder "Niall look at me" his voice was low but it wasn't a whisper, slowly I turned my head from the floor to him "why?" he asked, his eyes was full of tears and I could feel mine was on their way.

"I- I just wanted to talk to you, but you've been ignoring me for the last two weeks, I thought that maybe if I got Martin and Jeff to beat me, you'd show up... but I guess I was wrong" I sobbed and looked away, Liam gave me one of those bear hugs. After sometime with more silence I couldn't keep my questions inside anymore; "Why did you ignore me? Is it because you regret the kiss? Are you ashamed of it?" my voice shook as I let the tears go, I was still not looking at Liam, but I was soon forced to, as he cupped my face and made me look him in the eyes.

"No Niall I didn't ignore you because I'm ashamed of the kiss, I ignored you because I thought you only kissed me back because of shock, I thought you didn't like it..." his face was wet from tears "I wanted to talk to you, to tell you that I- that I liked it" I said my voice was lower than a whisper but I think Liam heard.

A hint of hope sparkled in his tear full eyes, he let go of my face "really?" he asked "really" I answered as I took his hands in mine, slowly beginning to lean in, I didn't close my eyes till I felt Liam's lips on mine, he responded quickly.

I let go of Liam's hands to burry one of them in his hair and using the other to pull him closer. I felt Liam sneak his arms around my lower back, almost squeezing the life out of me as he lifted me off the ground. (I swear he doesn't know how strong he is)

When he put me down, I couldn't hold back any longer. I let my tongue slide over his lips, he responded almost immediately, opening his mouth and letting me in. It was amazing my stomach twist and I suck in a breath. At first it was a slow and cute little snog, but it got heated pretty fast.

Liam sneaked a hand down my body and grabbed my ass, the other hand sneaking underneath my t-shirt. By the feeling of his hand on my chest, I tightened my grip on his waist and tugged at his hair.

Liam let out a moan, and pulled away patting. "Please. Don't run away again" I whispered in between breaths, Liam smiled "I won't go anywhere" he said and squeezed my ass, making me blush.

I can't deny it anymore: I got a crush on Liam, but there's still this thing in my head that's keeps telling me not to take the step, to more than friends... there's no reason, it just doesn't feel right.

We stood like that for a moment, in each other's arms, it felt perfect and wrong at the same time "I could get used to this" Liam hummed, I was about to replay when the bell rang "jeez we've been here for quite some time huh? What are you saying Mr. Horan, should we get to our last class?" Liam asked.

"Of cause Mr. Payne, after you" I said with a bow, Liam laughed and pulled me out of the restroom "ummm Liam?" I stopped; he turned around and gave me a questioning look "your hair is a bit of a mess... you might want to fix that?" I said nodding to his head.

Liam smirked "well look who's talking, you might want to fix your cloths" he said while he fixed his hair, I blushed and straightened out my t-shirt "what was your fault" I mumbled "my fault? Well yeah, but it wasn't me who messed up my hair, that was you" he winked "it was both of us okay? Now let's get to class" I said and puffed him down the hallway.

When the class ended, we walked home together puffing to each other and just having a good time "Hey eh, Liam?" I asked bitting my lip "yeah Nialler?" he wrapped an arm around my shoulder "ermm... well could I maybe ehh, maybe get your number, so we can talk outside of school as well?" I blushed.

"Of cause Niall, give me your phone" he smiled, I fished my phone up from my pocket, unlocked it and gave it to him, after sometime he gave it back to me "Liam you didn't take a picture for your name!" I laughed "take one then" he chuckled.

"Okay, but you gotta do a funny pose then!" I demanded "deal" he said and did the most weird pose I have never seen "hold it I almost got a perfect shot!" "I can't hold it! I'm gonna trip!" and BAM! Liam was on the ground, I busted out laughing, Liam pouted and I snapped a photo of him "aww did it hurt Liam?" "shut up and help me" he grumbled.

So yeah, I only have one problem now... If I'm not mistaken, Liam thinks we have something, (which we kind of have?) but I'm not really ready, I think... gah, why does this have to be so confusing?

Tell me what to do diary! :S

~Niall Horan 29th September 2009"

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You all love me now don't you? x3

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