aurora ! DISCONTINUED

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Aurora;

His words spin around in my mind like a hurricane making me dizzy, "You're mine." He had said and for a second i believed him but then realized, i'm really not the one he wants. His type is tall, gorgeous and skinny. A girl like me is a daisy in a bouquet of red roses, not as beautiful as the others and just plain normal. Who prefers a rainstorm over sunshine? Nobody wants to get involved in a girl with messed up mind.

But i know that i shouldn't get close to him, he's bad and will only play me like a toy until he gets bored and then dump me. He likes to fuck up my mind, make me think of him for the every hour of the day and want him even more. He knows what he's doing and i bet he has done it before with many other girls, making them think they're special and then break them like glass.

I just can't help it, i'm in love with the rain and how it feels against my skin, i would defiantly pick it over sunshine not having to think twice and i guess that's why he seems to be the one i choose even though- he makes me want to
stab myself sometimes- when there are good people out there, waiting to love someone and to be loved.

Four months have passed.

It seems like Flynn Williams has disappeared, nobody knows where he is or if he'll ever come back. Gabriella moved on to another guy, she doesn't seem to mind it at all that the 'love of her life' isn't anywhere near this dumb city.

I haven't tried calling, texting or didn't even go to his apartment because it's better this way. Honestly i haven't stopped thinking about him at all and have been having more and worse anxiety than usual, but i keep telling myself that i'm better off without him and his stupid games that he likes to play.

I'm packing my belongings in boxes since i'm moving to my own apartment, well actually to my own penthouse which my parents bought me for my 18th birthday, I turned 18 last month and just stayed home watching movies with my family and friends, Mia and Emma didn't approve but still came.

We've become closer with Sky and she's like a part of our little squad now, she's a bit older than us but we don't care we love her and  she's really fun to be around.

"Is that the last one?" My dad walks in my room and picks up the heavy box, I nod and he walks out.There's so many memories in this now empty room and it makes me sad to leave but luckily I can visit and come back whenever I want to. I'm excited for the change and to be living closer to Mia, Em and Sky who all live almost in the center of the city where I will be staying on the almost tallest building.

Smiling I exit the room and skip down the stairs in my car after hugging goodbye to my family. I sing along my favorite songs and after like 5-10minutes I arrive to my destination and hop out of the car, take the box out of the trunk and make my way to the elevator while humming some random tune.

The elevator stops, doors open revealing my new beautiful home that was already furnished and all my stuff were at their own places, except this was the only one left to unbox.

Carefully I place the box on the floor, kick off my Vans and walk over to the large window, the city looks beautiful from up here. My smile soon turns in to a huge grin as I see it starts to rain.

Taking my phone out of my pocket I turn on my Bluetooth which automatically connects to the stereos around the house, I put on some music and dance around the house smiling as I twirl and do all kinds of dance moves while singing along.