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(the prettiest)
I wanted to die.
That was my first thought after i woke up.
The pain was almost unbearable but i had to get up and carry on with my life that i actually don't have.
Showering calmed me a bit and putting on makeup was extra painful today. A bandage is located on the corner of my forehead, covering a bruise and a wound.
An empty foundation bottle laid on the counter after many layers of it was covering my bruised cheek and neck that had marks as if i had been chocked which i was.
With a tired sigh i turned off the bathroom light and walked, well kind of limped in the closet and got dressed.
I grabbed my purse, keys and phone before giving Baby fresh water and food. Then left the penthouse to the grocery store because i had literally nothing to eat.
After picking out loads of fruits, vegetables and other things, i took them home and went for a walk to clear my head that was a mess.
The streets were busy. Two little girls were walking hand in hand on the other side of the street, Huge smiles on their faces they talked happily to each other but a stressed out looking woman scolded one of them for accidentally stepping on the back of the woman's shoe, which caused the little girl to burst in tears.
I frowned at that but carried on walking, my body aching on every step i took. Shivering at the thought of Matt, a lump rose in my throat but i wouldn't allow myself to cry.
I was left disgusting, filthy and worthless after his hands had touched my body.
Never would i have thought that i would be a victim of rape,
And no one can never know.
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sorry for the slow shitty and extremely short updates but school sucks and i have lots of work to do ushndfng
