I look up at Daisy wondering if I should tell her, but I know it would come out at one point in time and God knows she's a stubborn one. So I decided I would tell her, I told her everything. Starting with when I first found Will on the other planet then how he saved me and I slowly fell for him. Then I went on how when I came back and saw Fitz, I loved him but it was different now, I loved Will, but I loved Fitz this is too hard to think about right now.
I told her how Fitz kissed me, and I kissed Fitz. "Soooo why does Fitz look like a ghost?" Daisy said looking really confused. "Well you see, umm, I may be pregnant with Will's baby," no tears come out this time, instead embarrassment kicks in.
The look on Daisy's face was almost hilarious if it weren't for the circumstances. Her eyes were almost popped out of her head, her mouth hung wide open, and she slowly sat down next to me and only said one thing "Woah." That's Daisy for you, she isn't the most sentimental, although she does say some helpful things sometimes.
I get up, I know what I have to do, I'm going to talk to him. Before I can take one step Daisy grabs my hand. "Good luck and I promise that I won't tell anyone, it's your secret to tell," her words comfort me and I go upstairs to my room to fix up before I confront Fitz.
I pull my hair up in a pony tail and wash off all my make up which has practically off anyways. Now I can't ruin it again with my tears. I take one step out of my room and I bump into him.
"Fitz come in, I need to talk to you," I can't believe we have to have this conversation. He walks in and I follow closely behind,"So what are you gonna do Jemma? I'll help you if you want, I love you Jemma! There I said it! I've loved you since we first met! Your my best friend, and the time without you while your gone was the worst time in my life. I love you Jemma, even if your pregnant with another mans baby, I don't care your still the same Jemma I went to the academy with, who packed me a sandwich on my first mission, who I love!"
His words, killed me. I can't believe he would say this. It's like I have to make a choice between the two men in my life. I can't believe he would do this to me. Then I begin to think, I do love him, He's my best friend, maybe even more. I just don't know anymore.
"I love you too Fitz, but if we find a way to get Will back," I trail off and he throws his hands above his head in frustration. The tears in his eyes, I know he wouldn't dare cry in front of me. "Fitz! Listen he's the father of my baby! I love you but I love him and I don't know what I'm gonna do because I'm just a scientist! I can't handle a baby! How could I be so stupid..." That's when his lips connect with mine and I see fireworks. Why do I see fireworks?!?!
I pull away and look into his eyes, they looked like they were tired of waiting, like he just wanted me to love him. That's when I did something I'll probably regret later, I kissed him. More passionately then he did the first time, without the fear of him rejecting me. I liked this, I liked us.
This time he pulls away and walks away to the door but before he leaves he says something very comforting. "I love you Jemma, and I will always love you. So just know if you ever need me I'll be there for you."
My heart flutters at his words. This, this feels right.
-------------------8 months later--------
Yesterday Christopher William Daniels was born, yes I used Will's last name but I feel at peace without having to lie about it. Although I did tell them Fitz was the father so he could be in the room with me, oh well.
I am now laying in the hospital bed Fitz on one side the rest of the crew on the other, and Christopher in my arms. Although there might be a long road ahead with a few bumps here and there. I think it'll turn out fine. Coulson really didn't want me to go so he created a baby nursery for me connected to my room. Well at least my baby will live an adventurous life as the baby of a dead astronaut and a secret spy.
