I know this is weird. But whatever.
I have scars and scratches and bruises... From myself. And the thing is I want people to see them. But it's not because I'm seeking attention. It's because I want people to know who I really am. I am an extrovert, I get my energy when I'm around people. And when I'm alone I get depressed.
I need people to know that I'm not really a "happy person" in just happy When I'm around people. And I can't help but be that way, it's almost impossible for me to act "sad" around anybody. And I think it's because a part of me knows that I do not deserve nor need people attention and people to worry.
So yes I want you to see my scars... But just acknowledge them, and understand how unperfect I am.
And when people start talking about my scars i get worried... It scares me. I honestly just need people to know that I'm a human being as well. And although I seem overly happy around people, in the back of my mind I'm always sad about something.
