The Kings [Austin Mahone]

32 - "Austin I can't do this anymore."

Isabella's POV

When I woke up this morning I was hoping for a very quick and silent escape and then I'd think of where I would go after that, but instead I landed on top of a very sleepy Austin who had been lying outside the door the entire night.

"Fuck!" He heaved trying to regain his croaky breath. My eyes were wide as I looked at Austin's bloodshot ones. Looks like he couldn't sleep well last night either. Apologizing quietly I asked what he was doing outside of the door.

"I didn't want you to leave." He answered, rubbing his eyes.

"I didn't want to cheat on you. . . I swear Isabella. . . it's not what you think." Austin spoke up again, as I stood up. His hand still holding onto mine tightly so I wouldn't go anywhere just yet. 

"Please. . ." He took a deep wavery breath, as I tried to keep calm. Hmmm, it seems like my meds finally kicked in because I felt nothing but calm, even though I wanted to tear his whole house up deep down inside. 

"Just let me explain, just once. . ." Austin continued, as I nodded, sitting down a bit away from him as I tugged my hand out of his. He frowned at the action a bit hurt but I ignored it.

"I need to know more about her brothers. I had to use her to get information. It was the only way I could get her to trust me." He said, as I looked away from his glance.

"My dad thinks they're both up to something because of what happened at the restaurant months ago. They haven't been showing up to most of our meetings, and when they do they act peculiar. It was my job to keep an eye on them." 

"You still kissed her." I blankly stated.

"I needed information Isabella." His voice was becoming more agitated by the second.

"So because you needed some fucking info you kissed her? What else did you do? Did she suck your dick? Did you guys have sex?" I pressed, glaring at him with my eyes narrowed into tiny slits.

"Isabella!" He exclaimed glaring at me in return

"No we didn't have sex, I wouldn't let it get that far, ever! We just kissed, I promise! She tried to go further yesterday and I tried to leave but then I bumped into you. . . " He scooted closer to me as I brought my knees up and buried my head into them.

"You chose your job over me. . . you could have said no, you could have told someone else to do the job for you, but instead you fucking decided to go through with it. . ."

"Don't do that!" Austin argued.

"Don't try and make me choose between what I can't remove myself from and you, because you damn well know what I'll choose." Austin said.

"It's nice to know that your work will always come first." I laughed sarcastically.

"It's the only thing I have left." Austin replied back quietly, clearing his throat.

"Austin I can't do this anymore." I told him meekly.