sad kid dan : i think my display name is appropriate
sad kid dan : do you agree
sad kid dan : i just miss you, you know?
sad kid dan : you think that you've forgotten about someone
sad kid dan : and then your phone goes off and you think its them
sad kid dan : or you see someone with similar clothes on the street
sad kid dan : and stop in your tracks because you wanna speak to them
sad kid dan : but its not the person you though it was
sad kid dan : or going to a coffee shop and sitting on the sofa
sad kid dan : and remembering that you used to sit there
sad kid dan : then a person near you gets your favourite drink
sad kid dan : and the smell reminds me of you
sad kid dan : you beat yourself up about it
sad kid dan : because you know that they're gone
sad kid dan : because they're not gonna text
sad kid dan : because they're not in your town
sad kid dan : because they're not going to tell you to draw a christmas tree on the foggy window
sad kid dan : because they're not going to give you their drink to hold to keep your fingers warm
sad kid dan : in a way, it seems dreamlike
sad kid dan : nightmarish, even
sad kid dan : there's one difference
sad kid dan : in nightmares, you can wake up
sad kid dan : i'm tossing & turning & covered in sweat
sad kid dan : screaming; but no sound is coming out
sad kid dan : but i just can't WAKE UP, phil.
read by 'philly✧ ' at 5:16am
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