I Promise.

Michael.

Charlotte

 So, let me tell you something. I wasn't planning on doing anything this weekend but Calum asked me to go with them to the club, mind you I'm only 17 almost 18 but i thought it would be fun. So you know, I'm sitting here at a round table while Michael and Calum are getting shots. No, i never expected this to happen, but hey go me. They had just left and Ashton and Luke were dancing on the dance floor. I was alone, it wasn't my favorite thing in the world, definitely being surrounded by people I didn't even know. I mean they weren't going to leave me here but I didn't want to sit in this chair all night. I walked over to Michael and Calum and stopped.

"You know, we should have fireball," I said, causing the boys to jump. 

"Really?" Michael asked. 

"Yep," i said, ordering myself a shot of fireball.

The boys ended up ordering fireball also. It was great watching them take the shot. I lifted the glass up to my mouth and drunk it. The cinnamon burning my throat, it wasn't a bad burn though, it was smooth, and soothing. Calum smiled at me, I didn't blush or smiled back because a second later my throat was on fire. 

"Can I have a water?" I asked the bartender.

"Wimp," Michael mumbled. 

"F u c k you Clifford," I said. 

"When and where?" he asked laughing.

I thought for a second then smirked, "Bathroom, 20 minutes," i said grabbing my fresh water and walking to the dance floor.

"Which one?" he asked.

"Hm, I don't know," I yelled to him.

I found Luke and Ashton and danced with them for a while. We all went back to the table and ordered shots and drinks. 

"How are you guys feeling about the break?" I asked.

"Great," Luke said smiling.

"That's great," I said.

The boys made some jokes, and we got more drinks, and some fries because honestly, I needed some food. The boys were doing the same thing other than the fact they were getting drunker. Luke, Michael, and Ashton went out to the dance floor. Leaving a drunken Calum with me. I mean, i haven't had as much as them because I was to scared of getting caught but it was fun.

"What do you want to do," Calum slurred. 

"I don't know," I said sheepishly. 

"Yanno," he said pausing, "Break is over in a few days it feels like, I'm honestly going to miss you," he said, that statement caused me to blush.

"I'll miss you too Cal," I said, making him smile.

"You know what's funny?" he asked.

"What?" I laughed. 

"I was never really supposed to get this close to you," he said. 

"What," I choked. 

"Michael told me I should talk to you, but not get close to you because of break," he said.

I understood what he was saying and I know he wasn't leading on but he knew I was a fan and that's all I was ever meant to be.

"I understand," I said standing up. I don't know why I was getting upset but I couldn't help it.

"Where are you going?" he asked. 

"I going to go ahead and head home," I said. 

"Did I upset you?" He asked.

"No, no," I said faking a laugh , "I'm just a little tired," I said nervously.   

"Okay," he said looking down. 

"Have a great night," I said before walking away. 

I walked out of the building and down the street. I smiled at myself, I can't be upset because I actually got to see a part of Calum not many people get to see. I was more lucky than I thought I was.