c a m e r o n
"fuck women." Nash said. he doesn't understand what im going through. " nash i really like her, and she doesn't like me back, what i did to her back then, to me doesn't matter now. i moved on from that, but the problem is i broke her, and she can't move on. oh yea and guess what she still talks to her ex." i explain to him. he nods and puts his head down as if he's thinking. " have you let her talk to you or did you just blow the situation up?" he asked. my mind raced and i figured I should go sort things out.
n i s a
yesterday was the worst day of my life, not only with cameron but also with work. i almost had to have sex with an unknown man. i was crying, it was devastating. men are really something else.
as i was doing my makeup cameron barges in my room. "do you have keys? like why do you keep barging in, i could be naked.?" i say annoyed. " as much as i would like to say something dirty. i can't, im here to talk and fix things with you." he says calmly, i cock my head up as he continues.
" nisa I didn't mean to blow things out of proportion, it was my fault, for all i know Joe is a great guy and that's why you still speak to him. but nisa i just want to hold you tight and tell you im sorry for all the things i used to do to you. i know we barely know each other but i want to be able to call you mine and wake up next to you, just please nisa tell me you feel some sort of connection between us." he basically pleads. " i want to kiss you so bad right now, that was really cute, it's cute when you beg. " i laugh looking at him on his knees. " get down here and kiss me." he laughs but i don't bend down."cameron my family might have made me leave but they taught me one thing, you can't be fixed my the person who broke you" i say, he stands up and walks back. he begins to sniffle and i regret telling him what I said. " but cameron, if you want me to make an exception with you, you have to show me you've changed" i say with my arms crossed. then i bit my lip out of nervousness. he runs over to me and places kisses all over my face. small cute kisses. until he gets to my mouth and pulls me into a deep intense kiss.
he finally pulls away and says,"ill take you up on that offer and don't bit your lip around me it makes me want to do a lot of things to you." he says, i punch his arm. " that's not funny cameron." i say angrily, he's so gross. " im being serious."
