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its currently 1:35 am and im about to go on stage and preform. " the next doll up on stage is a rider by the name of princess." the dj calls on the microphone.
i seductively walk to the pole at the end of the stage and bend down, twerking on the pole. i begin to dance to the music, and follow my perfect choreagraphed danced to "buttons by pussycat dolls.
i feel the loose dollars falling to my feet, and the men cheering in the dim lighting.
once im done with my preformance, i go check in with the boss. " what do i have going on tonight?" i ask him. "tonight you have two lap dances and you are ending tonight's show." he informed me. i nod and walk to the first man he directed me to.
this is how i live my life. when people ask what i do, i say i dance, because i don't see this as stripping, i see it as a way of making good money. and being "successful" in this world.
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8:52 am
last night i left the club around 3 in the morning and i feel like crap. my head hurts, i can barely breathe and my nose is stuffy, good thing there's no show tonight. i look around my nightstand for my phone but it's nowhere to be seen.
the doorbell rings and i groan. "i got it." lena yells. from my room, i can hear her talking to someone and saying," she's in her room, good thing you came." my head spins and i feel dizzy.
someone walks into my room and i start to feel even sicker. he pouts, and walks towards me with a bowl of soup. he sits on the edge of my bed and try's to feed the soup to me. " thanks cameron, but i got it." I say grabbing it out of his hands. he rests his hand on my forehead and frowns. " I think you have a fever." he says removing his hand." no offense cameron, but why are you here and how'd you know im sick?" i question and he chuckles. my face turns to annoyed expression and he gets the hint. " uhm i called you and lena answered and told me you were sick, so i rushed to the store and brought you some stuff." he said, rubbing the back of his neck. " that's nice of you." i smile. " can we restart and get to know each other forgetting about what happened between us?"he begs me and i laugh at how sincere he is being. " it's gonna be hard but okay." i shrug, not knowing about what's ahead of us.
cameron stayed the rest of the day, i gradually got better, and decided on staying in with lena and my new friend.
