n i s a
— 1:53 am
i was at the club getting ready for my performance. but i begin to feel really sick. i shake it off and get up to preform.
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once i was finished i went to the restroom. i stumbled all over but i wasnt even drunk. i hovered over the toilet seat and throw up my dinner.
i heard bambi come in to my stall. "oh my god are you okay?" she screeches. i shake my head. " no i cant stop throwing up, my head hurts and so does my stomach." i groan. she looks down in concentration. "babe do you think you might be pregnant! " she gasps. " well i did have sex like two weeks ago but we used a condom." i said, she frowned. "okay but did he bring out the condom or did you?" she asked. " me but why does that matter?" i asked her. "okay how long have you had that condom in there? i mean c'mon you hardly ever have sex. the condoms you have could be expired. " she begins. my eyes widen, i havent changed that box in about two years or so.
i leave the club early and drive to an all night pharmacy. i grab about three packs of pregnancy tests. i pay and run to my car and drive home.
lena was out partying per usual and i walk into the restroom.
i do the task and wait three minutes. i felt myself shaking and i was more than terrified.
i called cameron first.
"nisa?" he said in a raspy voice.
" hey um do you think you can come over?"i plead. i can hear him running around.
"yea ill be over in five." he says and ends the call.
i pace around the room waiting for cameron.
i hear knocks at the front door. i run over and open the door. cameron sees my face and knows that somethings up.
"nisa whats wrong?" he says holding my shoulders trying to comfort me.
"i think the condom we used that time was expired. " i said with a big breath.
the timer went off and i ran back into my restroom.
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my eyes got blurry and i began to cry. i cant have a child and im sure cameron would not want a child either.
i take one of the tests and walk over to the couch. i sit next to him, and hand him the test. he looks at it and rests his head in his hands.
he looks back up at me. "nisa i cant." he says. i stay quiet, for a while. " i need to be honest with you. i have a girlfriend. i mean it's on and off but i think i really love her and i kinda just think me and you were a fling. " my worry turned to anger and i went off.
" get the fuck out of here, how the fuck do you tell me that you miss me and that you've changed and you never meant to hurt me. " i screamed.
"nisa im sorry i just cant, i cant just leave her and go with you." he says holding his hands up.
" fuck you mean im having your child, you know what? just leave i can handle this myself." i roll my eyes.
"nis-" i cut him off.
"just fucking leave." i say and just like that was the last time i saw cameron alexander dallas.
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HEY GUYS! THATS THE END.. or is it?
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