Currently hanging out with Madison. She isnt a bad person. She is actually cool. Bad thing is that she is only here for vacation. She lives in Florida. So she will leave soon and im sad. We are at the movies and than we are going to go eat In-N-Out. We finish the movie 'Ride Along' it was so funny to be honest. We went to eat. She is telling me about life over there in florida. And i told her mine well i lied about who bullied me. I cant let her know it was hayes. So i made up a name which is jake. Oh well. We finish and we are heading home. Its silent until i hear her ask the question i tried avoiding...
"Do you know hayes?" It not a bad question but i just dont want to talk about him.
"Um well i seen him around but not really talk to him, why?" I lied
"Oh well you should talk to him."
"why?"
"Well because he is so sweet, and he always makes sure you know you're beautiful with or with out make up. He just lets you know he is there for you and wont let nobody hurt you. He stays by your side through the saddest times in your life. And he makes you smile and laugh. There wasnt one time were he disappointed me. And he never disappeared when i needed him most. He calls you these names like babe, baby, and princess and it give you these feels. He is so handsome, his blue eyes you would get lost in them and he cares so much about the girl. Just he is everything a girl wants in a guy."
"Wow." Is all i could say. Everything she said is exactly what i would say to my mom and my old bestfriend des.
"Right? Ahh" she sounds like she is in love with him. Should i ask. Maybe not what of she is, she would have a better chance with him. Maybe i should ask cause of she doesnt than that would be a relief.
"Can i ask you something?" She said
"Sure, what is it?" I will ask her after
"Are you lieing to me about you not really knowing hayes?" Wait what?
"why would you say that?"
"Well because i seen the way he looks at you. And when you come outside and we would be outside he would look at you like there was a past and he was the one who mest it all up." woah this girl knows alot
"Okay yes i was lying its just i tried putting it in the past but where ever i go or what ever i do it reminds me of him. We use to be bestfriends. We did everything together. He was my other half. He would protect me and make me happy. And he made me feel wanted. When i went through depression he would make me happy and make me laugh when nobody could. But it all ended one day at school. Now this how we live. Awkward stares. Close times to were we talk. At the same place at the same time one of us leave like we are comply strangers. Its just ahsbhddiw. You know?"
"What happened? Please tell me i promise i wont judge or wont change anything between anyone."
"Maybe another day, okay?" I say nicely
"Okay. I will text you later." She said than walked across the street.
I walked inside and i just remembered i have school in 4 days. Ugh. I dont want to get off of spring break. I go and get on my computer. Ive been thinking about getting a dog. And a job. I mean its only me now so why not? I went online to look at dogs. I found some. I text Madison..
To Mads;)
Hey Mads. I know i seen you earlier but i wanted to know if you wanted to come with me to pick out a dog. I really want one but I want you to come.
I wait till she replys...
From Mads;)
Omg yes of course. I will be at your house in 5 min.
I just read it. I put back on my shoes and wait outside for her. I see her walk outside with hayes. He hugs her and he looks up at me. I just look at the ground. She comes up to me and says she is ready. I look one more time at hayes and he is looking at me and im looking at him. This is one of our awkward stares. I hear mads clear her throat. I get in and drive off to the pet shelter.
We get ther and they are all so cute i want to get all of them. But i am mainly looking for either a golden retriever or a white husky. I keep looking sadly they dont have a golden retriever but the last gate inlooked i found a cute baby husky. I tell the worker i want that one. And they got the dog for me. I sign some papers and i named the dog Max. Me and Mads like Max. He is the cutest. We took him to my house we gave him food and he is so hyper. But i love him. He would keep me company. Mads left to go with hayes somewhere. Oh well. I know theybare going to have a thing. I should just forget about him.
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*skips to the day of school*
I get woken up my Marina. I dont recognize its her until she shakes me again and her telling me that im home. I open my eyes and see her. I scream and hug her really tight. Like really tight to where she couldnt breath. I missed her so much. We fell on the bed and laughed. We talk for an hour and than its now 6:30 and yes she cam home at 4 in the morning, anyways so we both start to take showers and get dress.
I get my white country dress and my black strapped sandals and my hair in curls at the tips. I put on my mascara and eyeliner to make my blueish greenish eyes pop out. I go downstairs get my bag and than i wait for Marina. She comes downstairs wearing jean shorts with a white flowy crop top with black converse and her hair straighten. And her usual makeup. Mascara and eyeliner to make her green eyes pop out more. She is literally so pretty. We both get our bags and walk out. As im leaving Mads come out and calls my name. I turn towards her and she tells me she is leaving home and will come back christmas break. I will miss her. We tell each bye and i head to school.
We arrive at school and all eyes are on me and Marina. Usual. Either Cory or Ethan will pop out of no where and hurt me. Marina went to her first period class. And now i have to to mine which i dont even wanna go to. Its with hayes and ethan. Great. Just great. The bell is going to ring. I start walking to my class and when im almost there. I just remembered i need my book for that class. I go back to my locker. The bell rings. Great im goinv to be late. I get it and than my binder falls because somebody pushed me. He helps me pick up my stuff. I look at him. And ive never seen him here before.
"Oh my god, im so sorry. I did t mean to knowck your books down. By the way im kian. And you are?"
"Im Alison but i go by Ali."
We just stood there in complete silence.
"Well i have to get to class. Im already late." I added.
"Okay bye." He says.
I walk towards my first period. Kian is cute but i think we would be really good friends and only friends. I get to my first period i walk in. And all eyes are on me.
"Well well look who decides to join us late."
"Sorry." Is all i say and went to go sit down.
I sat down and only one pair of eyes were on me i looked and they were hayes. I looked away and i just went to work.
Class is finally over and i just hurry up and walk to find Marina since is have second period with her. I find her talking to some boy. I walk up to her and tell her lets go. We both leave. And she is just smiling.
"Who was that? I couldnt see his face" I said smirking
"Oh him. Oh hes nobody? " she said obviously not wanting me to know
"Oh come on Mina tell me." I whined
"Oh thats my nickname now? And i already told you nobody. Just a friend."
"Yeah and "just a friend" okay whatever you say Mina, i will find out" i said and we both started laughing.
The rest of the day goes by quickly. And as im waiting for Mina somebody covered my mouth and pulled me into a dark alley. Im screaming and kicking hoping i will get free but it doesnt work. I finally see who it was and all i know, this will not be good...
