I wake up happy. I look at Marina and she is sound asleep. I check the time and its 11:00 am. I check my phone and i have a text from Shawn.
From Shawn♡
Hey babe. Good morning. I was wondering if you wanted to come with me some where at 3:15. Only if you arent busy though.
To Shawn♡
Good morning Shawn. And i dont know. It depends if Marina wants to do anything.
From Shawn♡
Okay. Well text me when you know.
I read it and went to go take a shower. I did what inhad to do. And i went tonmy closet and picked out white pants with my black shirt that says 'i love you to the moon and back' in side the moon with my high top vans. I went to the restroom and brushed my teeth and brushed my hair and put it into a messy cute bun. I went to go see if Marina was up and she was. She was already dressed. She probably took a shower in the other restroom. She was wearing. Black pants with a white shirt that says 'sassy much?' And her hair in a french braid.
I asked her if she wanted to do something and she said yes only until 3. I said thats fine. We went to the mall and shopped. We went to jumba juice. We went to sit down. We started talking. And she was making me laugh so much. I just looked around real quick. And i seen somebody i never wanted to see again. It was Hayes, with skylynn. I looked away hoping he didnt see me. And it worked. He left. That was close.
Hayes P.O.V
So i heard Ali is okay. Im trying to stay away from her. Why? Well i don't want to fall harder for her.
I went to pick up skylynn and we went to the mall. I wanted to spend time with her. We shopped all day, i suggested if she wanted to get jumba juice and she agreed we went and ordered. I was just looking around and i seen her. The person i didnt want to see. The person i didnt want to fall harder for. She looked beautiful. She was smiling and laughing. Looking happy. I miss that laugh and smile. I started to smile. I seen her to start looking around. I didnt want her to see me so i looked away. I looked once more and i seen her look at me. But she looked away fast. I just left ignoring it.
It was hard just to leave but i had to. I love her. Im in love with her. And that will never go away.
I guess sky also seen her. She asked me why we didnt say hi. I just told her because she looks busy, we dont want to bother her. She just said oh okay.
We went home. And i went to my room and layed down. I thought about all the fun memories we had. The best one was when we carved in H+A=bestfriends forever into the tree at the park. I started tearing up. This isnt me. I dont really cry. But thinking of all the fun memories we had and knowing we wont be able to make anymore. It sucks. And this was all because of me. I cry more but silently, so nobody hears me. I put my hand over my heart. Its broken. Im broken. And only she can fix it.
Ali P.O.V
It hurts. It hurts knowing this will be us forever. Acting like complete strangers.
Its almost 3 i take Marina home and head to my house. I text shawn saying we can hang out. I text him my address and he said he will be here in 5 min. I just watch TV and wait.
Shawn P.O.V
I think i like Ali. Even if i just met her. She isnt like the others. Something about her stands out. And that what makes her Ali. I go and pick her up so i can take her to the place i want to. I text her and tell her im here she textes back saying she is coming. I see her and she looks beautiful. I tell her that and she says thank you.
I turn on the radio and she screams "OH OH THIS IS MY SONG" and we start laughing. Its flashlight from hailee Steinfeld. She stops laughing and focuses, She starts singing and she sings really good. I start singing with her and our voice goes perfect with each other. She looks at me and smiles. Which makes me smile. The song comes to a end. And she says
"You sing and didn't tell me?"
Ali P.O.V
He started singing with me and it matched my voice. It was perfect. The song came to an end and i said
"You sing and didn't tell me?"
"Well yeah and same for you." He says focusing ahead on the road
"I started singing when i was going through depression and when i got bullied it just helped me escape the world." I said forgetting i never told him about both of those things.
"You got bullied?"
"Yeah.." i was on the urge of crying. All the bad memories were coming back. But i tried my hardest not to cry in front of him so i smiled.
"Im so sorry. You dont deserve that and-
"Its fine Shawn. Dont apologize." I said cutting him off but adding a fake smile at the end.
We get there and more good and bad memories came to me. Right infrint of me was a the tree. The tree where me and hayes carved in H+A=bestfriends forever. I guess Shawn notcied my face expression changed.
"Whats wrong?"
"Huh? Oh um nothing. Im fine"
We went to the tree and he had set up a picnic for us. It was so cute. I loved it. We ate and talked. After we were done. I looked at the tree and i spotted it. I got up. I walked closer to it. And traced my fingers over H+A=bestfriends forver. Shawn got up and stood right next to me.
"What does the letters stand for?"
"The H represent Hayes and the A represents Ali."
"Who is Hayes?"
"Hayes is my ex bestfriend."
"Why ex?"
"Becuase he bullied me."
"Where is he?"
"I dont know. Somewhere out there."
We leave and he takes me home. I say goodbye and thank you. And i head inside. Its only 4. So i watch a movie. The Notebook. When it finished i ended up with tissues around me. And constantly blowing my nose. That movie gets me every time. Its 5:15. So i go in my car and head to the pizza diner. I get there and order a slice of cheese pizza. I use to come here with hayes. I miss him. Alot.
I finish my pizza and head home. I get home. And making it harder, hayes lives across the street. I dont really see him out, but i get home and see him playing football with Nash and Cameron. Ahh I miss them all. I drive into my drive way. And as im getting out i feel eyes staring at me. I take a glance and see them all looking at me besides hayes. I ignore it and walk up to my front door. I look to my left and at the floor and see flowers with chocolates. I pick it up and see who its from. Its from Shawn. Aww how sweet. I start to smile big. I get inside as im closing the door i take one last glance and see hayes staring as well as the other boys. He looks devastated. I just close the door.
When you go to my room and when you go in my room theres one window to see the front yard and i pass by it and see that hayes and the boys are talking abd taking little glances at my house i ignore it and take a shower and get pajamas on. I hear a knock at the door and i open it to see Shawn there. He asked if he can stay and watch movies. I look behind him and the boys are still outside. There just looking me and shawn. I tell him sure. And he comes inside. We head to my room and lay down and watch twilight. I end up falling asleep. I felt him kiss my forehead and tell me goodnight beautiful. Than he left. I dont know if i love Shawn or Hayes. Maybe both.
